im back =)

I always knew that only the ones closest to you can hurt you the most..
but if that's the case, why let anyone near? why not be alone?
we hurt and we love,
we grow as we fall,
why ask why? just go with your true gut feel and enjoy!
we can always pick ourselves up after falling, can't we?
if things doesn't make sense, don't bother.. leave it..
knowing too much or too well possibly kills u too..

Cheers,
Stranger

im soooo doomed!

Leona Lewis
Better In Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

Monday Blueeeeeeeeeessss!!!
Especially today! don't ask me why if you are a man! u won't understand! =P
Hope tomorrow will be better! =D

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

I caught "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button" in the weekend and it really sets me thinking about it for days (in my bed at nite, during the day in a car, while eating, basically everywhere!)..

I keep thinking about the characters, the plot, the scenes, the adventures and the dialogue of that show...
I am really really engaged to it!..

I even downloaded the "Ibook" in my Iphone now to read the original novel =P..


The show itself was quite long though.. nearly 3 hours.. or about 3 hours? at some point of time it was also pretty dry.. lengthy.. I sit until my butt also very pain... haha but I still liked it.. brad pitt is simply so captivating as Benjamin Button!!


Okie!... must remind myself it's simply frictional..
Pull myself out into the real world..

here's good old Glam Brad in the Oscars today..

random updates

I passed my exams! hard to believe...
barely... now dunno should take 1 or 2 papers this sem... I think I shld stick to 1 lah... if i go holidays maybe I shld cope with just one better.

lazy me! =S

Happy New Year!

Hello Everyone! Happy New Year!
Why put Louis Koo photo ah? Coz I like him loh.. and he handsome loh... hahas
Anyway wish everyone of my friends 新年快乐，万事如意， 恭喜发财，年年有余！
How's ur Ox year celebration so far? I had fun bai nian, high tea, gambling and catching up with old friends!

Here are some limited photos.. some other places forgot take photos lah..

Furious

Some greenhorns so resistant to changes..

I've had a hard time dealing with these kids who never have had any proper experience elsewhere.

Who are super un-professional yet stubborn and unmanageable.

Bride War premiere

isnt she gorgeous?

Kate Hudson!

Can't wait to watch Bride Wars...

Nono... I'm not saying Anna Hathaway not pretty, she is very pretty! but I just don't like her hairstyle for this premiere, the whole style that day didn't do her justice.

Watch the two pretty babes in Bride War soonz!

Happy New Year

Hey Folks,

Happy New Year!! Its amazing how time passes so quickly.. and I really didn't accomplished much in 2008.. =(

Wonder what resolutions should I make which for once I can fulfill.. LOL

I think I know what I wanna achieve this year liao... ;) shall keep it to myself
May ur resolutions also be fulfill this year and with lots of luck, wealth and happiness!
Happy 2009 again! Cheers! =D

Hows ur Christmas?

I didn't enjoy it.

How about u?

Happy New Year nevertheless! Will be updating more soonz!

corporate and business law

I should have studied law~!! be a lawyer or a consultant or something..

I'm preparin for my ACCA papers and I find the corporate and business law subject more interesting than Management accounting subject. It was the same when I was doing UOL degree papers back then.. I find revising MA painful but revising law can keep me interested and contented... argghhhhh... I wanna be law student!

Okie... kiddin aside.. Studies and working is two different thing lah.. Studying accountancy totally sucks but practical accounts and finance work still can satisfy me today somehow.. just wish there are ways I could make this studyin less painful... =P

How to pass when I don't feel like studyin at all? so distracted siahz........

random updates

Dear All,

Why I didn't post for so long! Guess I've been real busy lately?
With???

oh oh... I flew to Hollywood to watch High School Musical 3 Gala with Zac and Vanessa in Hollywood.. I love the young zest in them! Perks me 100%..

then I flew to Brazil to watch cutie Lewis Hamilton won the F1 GP Grand title for 2008 over the poor Masa who got 1st and lost by 1 miserable point..

Then I flew back to US to have a feel of how the US president election would be like and then proceeded to Congrats Mr Obama on his win. =)

Busy rite???

hehehe...
Of course I'm kiddin lah... Didn't physically go to all those places la but I really was paying attention to these events lah...

And not forgetting Arsenal winning Man Utd at home despite a 2nd choice line-up... =D
A very superb performance by young Gunners..

I've been busy at work. and then studies.. exams are coming early December and it is really freakin me out that I just can't find the stamina to study after a long tiring day at work. Alot of problems for me to solve at work ever since I've taken over this M role. The stress is huge but I'm not going to b depressed about it. Tryin my very very best first until that very day when I can't go on anymore, I just flag loh.. Depressing doesn't help right? Hope this optimism in me will last..

God bless you and me!

p/s: Max Payne is a good movie! keep forgetting to mention..

Love,
Stranger

Burn after reading

I caught "Burn After Reading" in the weekend!

I watched it mainly because of the casting of George Clooney and Brad Pitt.. luckily, I didn't have high expectations... it turns out that the movie was lame! so lame!! hahhaaha.. I had some laughs lah.. and it was slighty different from the typical movies.. because it's very silly!... My partner says that it's not worth the $10 we paid for... I would say give it a GO if u are a fan of George or Brad..

I saw in the newspapers that it's worth 4 stars??? my god... what are they thinking??... are they blind fans of brad and george?? I would say its a 2.5-3/5 stars only...

can't get enough of each other?

despite the fact that my baby lied to me once and made me real furious. At times, is kind of possesive..hot-tempered.. hard to get along with.. hard to please.. .. There's still alot of nice things about my baby! He's nice, supportive, caring, sweet, thoughtful and humourous (kiddish too!)..

have you ever felt sometimes you can't get enough of each other? Even when u guys are always together or mostly together... I do! I do!!! but I'm not sure if it's mutual or not =(

I hope he is!

Post F1 Sg GP blues

F1 was fun! Kinda feel low that it is over so fast!! Entertaining leh!... but basically confusing when u are watching it live... the spirit there was great though =)

anyway nothing much to blog about it but I may still wanna watch it next year! start saving saving saving for next year's Sg GP tickets!!! kekez

Clay Aiken admits he's gay..

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20080924/ten-people-clay-aiken-5e343d7.html

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Thanks friends.. for ur well wishes =)

I had a simple birthday and a simple wish

hope simple hopes come true..

I survive my 1st day of work!

hhahahaa... goodness
its ok.. not great not good.. but still ok..

continue to wish me luck!

Sue Fang & Evelyn msn me ask me if I miss them anot?
of coz lah! they are my best friends in Mediacorp and I just parted them on 12th.. wat do u think.. somemore I'm like the super emo kinda person... bleah!

I wished things will jus get better & better.. til then..

Ex-boyfriends

hello!

It's been a while that I wanna say this.. but since I thought being mistaken that way is no big deal, so I simply choose to ignore it.... butbutbut when friends keep jumpin into their own assumptions again and again... it sucks! "Friends" keep mistaking me and making false accuses.. I decided to voice out here.. I have no grudges and is absolutely not avoiding any of my ex-bf(s) k? Why u all like to act cute and pretend I am?? Haiz * 100!

I admit after each breakup, initially, I do feel sad and really do want to get over it by avoiding that person (ex-bf) by all means.. But who doesn't?? (even if U don't feel this way, u should understand how i felt that way too at the initial breakup stage rite?) .. No matter u breakup with pple or pple breakup with u, it's still sad loh!! u guys nvr been through the heartache of breaking up in a relationship meh??

So in some cases, (some ex-bfs only, thank god not all) I choose to not keep in contact anymore at those "initial" stage.. let time wash away the unhappiness, heal the wound or whatever u call it la.. but after awhile.. I moved on! =) and when I say I move on, I really did.. it doesn't matter whether they have gfs or wifes or are single.. because it simply doesn't matter to me anymore!! why?? when I'm not emotionally-attached to this person, I no longer avoid him or bear any past grudges or embarassment.. so stop assuming if u are really a friend.. stop saying: "Aiyah, Ivy cannot/dun want meet XXX.. she hates him or what" this kind of nonsense k... not true not true no true.. dont spread false rumours...

Happy Birthday!!!

Happy Birthday!!!

Weeeee! Someone old liao! 27th liao!! hahahhaha but that someone 好像 don't read my blog de... so say so much here also no use... byeeeeee.......