In relationships, I always ask myself what I have to give first, and not what I get to take..
Giving love and loving is much enjoyable without expectations and conditions in receiving, and trying my best in it that's why I will never have regrets when it comes to this as I enjoy every bit of it.. As watching your love ones happy makes one feels wonderful isn't it?

But sometimes I admit it's just not that easy..  When I'm independent, men will want me to be more needy as a girl, but after training me to be more needy, they find you too clingy.. Hahahaha it's always such contradictions that make me puzzled.. They trained you to b more needy, then when u cling, they disappear or is busy and you get upset and abit of uncertainty, and when u get insecure, they find u annoying.. Then they expect u to be more independent and stronger which is less needy actually..

Okok.. whatever it is.... lets try to give love a way that best deem fit..  still try to stick to an unconditional love perception even if it seems impossible.. Learning and fumbling, working towards the best things in life..

my life is wonderful because I have all of you =)

我自私、缺乏耐心和安全感。我會犯错，也常會在状况外而難以控制。如果你不能應付我最差的一面,那麼你也不值得擁有我最好的一面 ——瑪麗蓮夢露

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you surely as well don't deserve me at my best ——Marilyn Monroe