hello!

here I am, I didn't abandon this blog... im still around

sorry for the absence, alot of things have been going on in my life... but well...some were happy some were depressing most were mundane... some were just.... hard to tell... i couldn't figure out which are the ones to be told.. so ya... i go MIA 

I cant exactly say im uber busy right now, cuz ive been jobless for like a fortnight maybe? this is happening like: for the first time in my life that im unemployed and unsure whats next? so if u ask me if I'm by any bit affected, I wouldn't say I'm not... but still, I'm fine, taking the break to do my uni report which I haven't found the momentum to start at all.. it's scary and gasping how i can waste so much of my time so far underachieving..  

My mood has been as deepen and low as my recent luck, after getting into accident, poor health and mishaps... but strangely, my well-being is pretty good, and I'm all thankful to the very thoughtful person beside me all this time.... he's the main reason for my happiness and warmth in my heart... counting my blessings each day for this... grateful =) 


Sometimes u are hit with the best and worst thing in life at the same time

then u start to be overwhelmed by it and clueless.. stay strong and follow your heart.
at the end of the tunnel, you'll see the light.. =)