24th July!

I'm $345 poorer becoz I bought 2 jay chou's concert tickets! =(

now super broke! but hor sold out leh his tickets! within few hrs (half a morning)... so I should be contented rite? Weeeeeeeee!!!! Exciting!

sorry~~ to who?

sorry for not updating my blog.. but im not a celebrity blogger leh.. so im saying sorry literally to no one rite? who reads my blog anyway~ *wonder wonder*

anyway my life is pretty boring (but happy).. the past 3 weekends, I watched 3 movies! When in Rome, Clash of the Titans and Date night.. all 3 are good.. but I prefer the first two.. Date Night is funny but the plot is kinda.. ridiculous... hahaha... light hearted movies are always appealing to me... so if u jus want a laugh, go catch it too... read bad reviews of Clash of the Titans... but I actually liked it leh.. I think it's a 'guy' show like 300 or Jurassic Park, so somehow ladies might be bored? not me lah I really like it!.. ya but 3D is not worth it.. watch it in 2D is fair enough

Im waiting for my favourite's Jennifer Aniston's Bounty Hunter to be out on the 22nd April! =)

okieokie.. nothing much to update really... pple have been asking me if im okie or not?
thanks for the concern... im fine.. things have not been going on that well.. but im contented as there are improvements and yes, it could not have been any worse that 1-2 months back.. no more rock bottom for me! it was low enough! thanks for helping me up!...

i have good news..
2 of them..
time to NOT take things for granted and cherish them while they lasts..
for all i know.. they didnt come easy.. so i might still lose it tmw..
seize the day! treasure everyday as if it's the last day of ur life! =)
orhhh but dont spend everything and leave all work to tmw lah.. thats irresponsible.. =P

(oh dear!.. just noticed my postings are so lack of pics! boring brief wordings.. shall post some pics soon)

although certain things cannot be reversed,
certain people cannot change their spots..
but I keep faith.

its a new beginning! it can be a new closure too..
skeptical..
it can turn out to be good, it can also turn out bad.. but whatever it is.. I will try my best.. only then.. there will b no regrets..

the mood swings are horrible

sometimes strong independent invincible
more times weak depress deject

want more of the stength and less of the pain

is it too much to ask for?

want to warn all my friends about THE relationship!

1) don’t commit and love too deeply or blindly and end up like me so stupid and vulnerable that even me myself didnt realise it.. (yes i think the most devoted award has to go to me!)

OR

2) Faster get married and tied up… like that the other party would be more responsible and bonded and less likely to stray… don’t take it for granted that he/she will always be there for u to love
(my married bestie really tells me strike iron when its hot… dragging is v v dangerous)

Cheers,
The broken hearted one

today is the day... perhaps the last time..
where im going get back my dearies and da princess cushion
and also finally give him what he deserves with my first pay

after that.. i no longer know...

wish me luck, give me strength..

LADY GAGA - BAD ROMANCE

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drummer
The touch of your healing
I want you leather dirty kiss in the scene
And I want your love
You know that I want you
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
Bad and bad

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
You're burning this stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
Bad and bad

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Said I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

i dont really like it when my friends are picking up the pieces for him
i mean im BURDENING my kind frens, even my boss.. they are great... picking up pieces for the guy who really should have helped but didnt bother enough to help at all.. I have great friends but they really shouldnt be worried and constantly weigh down and pull down by me.. if i have a choice, i really wish i could stop bringing trouble to people and shut myself out of this world out of all the pain out of whatever i cant managed.. shut myself out of this

please..

it would nvr stop, no matter how hard and how much she tried. left with no choice, she has got to hide it instead. Hiding it carefully cautiously but hope that one day it would disappear. she need ten new ones to bury that one old one. if ten is ever enough.

my painful memory

when u hit the rock bottom, the only place apparently u can go is up!

i hate myself!

i hate myself..

reminds me of the song, i hate myself for loving you... ya... i dont exactly hate myself for that.. i made my choice, i suffer, i deserve it.. but how to get up? i can't.. kill me!! please! ive been living in the hell for so long le.. i wonder how long more could i take it.. sorry.. i hate myself for being so weak too.. i hate it

I TRY I TRY

I TRY I TRY I TRY

am I trying too hard?

Happy - Leona Lewis

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah


Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days i feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So and it's just that i can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

i cry myself to sleep everynite

Indifference

Indifference ---> I can't stand it! Why?

How is ur new yr 2010?

like a blink of eyes...13 days passed...
Hope urs is great =)

im too busy with Facebook, Twitter and new work to update here..

but i will try..

Loves,
Stranger

oh why

Stop taking me for granted!

I cannot be always here for you ONLY when u need me.. i want to be there for you but what about you? I'm not a puppet or a toy.. i dont mind giving more but receiving less but how less is less? less or nothing?

Why do I feel so unimportant to you when u are the most important to me?

Why are you always finding excuses and only interested to play?

Why are u so keen in hurting me and testing my patience? I can snap you know, I really can.