my messy facebook

In case you have noticed my facebook applications have been stagnant.. and I only play around with those few applications (fluff friends!) and didn't add ur various invites... this is why:



1300+ application invites..
that "adding" page takes an awful time to load loh..
40 friends invite which if I miss out pple I really know.. don't blame me.. don't really feel like adding strangers now..

it's kinda messy hor.. mayb I should do some housekeeping.. when I'm free.. hardly..

Bleeding Love

I'm now listening to - Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened

For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Quarter finals, semi-finals...

Poor Feng Tian Wei...



Lost to world no 1, Zhang Yi Ning by jus one bit..
I think she was very very close... considering the fact she won her before just a few months ago...
Look at the scores

Yining (China) v Tianwei (SG) 13-11,12-14, 14-12,12-10,13-11..

So close right!!!

*MAD ROUND OF APPLAUSE FOR FENG TIAN WEI!

Li Jia Wei too, loses to Zhang Yining, few mins ago in the semi-finals... I just went to the TV finance side to watch abit of the match...

Nvm.. She still got a chance to fight bronze... Jiayou, Jiawei!!..

i feel useless

i feel useless.. i cant make up my mind..
i cant stay firm with my decision..
i cant help but whine and whine..
i passed one but failed another of my papers..
i failed to notice some errors i should have at work..

i need a break! A short holiday or a few days leave..
my colleagues are doing so too.. and they seems happier?

Congrats Congrats..

Congrats to Team Singapore for the Silver medal from Women's team Table-tennis..
Was glued to the TV set to watch their live telecast finals performance.. well they lost but it was anticipated.. Silver is still brilliant k? Cheers!

also Congrats to USA's Michael Phelps on his 8th Golden Medal.. Luckily I didn't miss the last pool event, the men's team 4 X 100m medley relay.. Cool! Phelps's Butterfly and Jason's Freestyle saves the day...

Gold or Sliver??

Our table-tennis heroines are going to bring us our 1st Singapore Olympic medal in 48 yrs!
(my daddy just furnished me the story on our silver medal way back at 48 yrs ago by weight-lifter, Tan Howe Liang)

Did u watch this semi's?

I really don't know who's Feng Tianwei before the match (only know that Li Jia Wei).. but wow! she's super duper "zai" loh... means calm and steady la.. Impressive lady!!.. chinese i call it a "yi ming jing ren" performance.. she kept her patience & cool and so as to strike at appropriate times to the defensive guarded korean team.. wow wow.. *Suey! (beautiful) =P

Anyway Congrats to all three of them who did us proud... Li Jiawei and Wang Yue Gu's double was also very well-played..

Woo hoooo!!!

quotes

" Arrow goes forward only after pulling in to backward.
Bullet goes forward only after pressing the trigger backward.

Every human being will get happy only after facing difficulties in their life path

so do not be afraid to face your difficulties.
They will push you forward. "

"Remember you are born to live,
Don't live because you are born!

Don't go the way life takes you..
Take life the way you go!! "

Over the weekend... National Day.. Money No Enough 2.. 12 Lotus..

Over the weekend...

Happy National Day Singapore! Happy 43rd Birthday!..
Hope we will continue to prosper and grow!!
(Starts singing: we are Singapore, we are Singapore, we will stand together...)

Today... In the later hour, hopefully Tao Li can win our first Olympic medal for Singapore!
Do you think we can get it?? **sits around anxiously**

I've caught both Money no enough 2 and 12 Lotus (gala) yesterday.
I prefer the former. I find the 2nd part of 12 Lotus too draggy, anyway too many hokkien songs I also cannot appreciate lah ..

How's ur weekend?

updates: Tao Li got 5th.. no olympic medal for us.. yet...

idealist or realist?

I'm very much of an Idealist.

That's what I found out when I was studying Sociology in U, 2 to 3 years ago..

Does being one makes it more tough??

bad dreams

I keep having bad dreams the last few days.. for more than a week already i think? these dreams are not as disturbing as a "nightmare" but definitely unpleasant dreams..

you know... I dreamt like: arguing with my bf, work conflicts or or quarrels and problems with family, friends or whoever..

I don't exactly remember the details since they are not real anyway.. but i felt so exhausted and sianz after waking up from those silly dreams..
it's like, not enough decent rest since my mind is still so actively dreaming and solving the issues in the lousy dreams.. totally sucks! like not rested at all!..

Yesterday, the lazy sunday afternoon.. I tried having a nap to catch up with the beauty sleep, to my dismay.. I had a bad dream in the first hour of my nap, so being just as tired as if I've never catch a wink at all, i dozed off again and had another bad dream in the second hour! =( extreme bor?
Is that an illness?

Last night, I dreamt of Show Luo Zhi Xiang, ya, the singer who is really none of my business in reality.. I like him but I don't idolise him.. He wasn't even in my mind recently at all until he pop up from nowhere into my dreams.. crazy bor?
oh well well,... it's a bad dream again! it's nothing sweet.. I needed to help him get out of some trouble in it..
I'm sick rite?

I really don't wanna dream anymore...

the real Joker

woah liew!!!

That troublemaker is staying! She quited 3 times and now she still change her mind to stay..
3 times leh! HR do her clearance 3 times le she's still around!!! got once ( the 2nd time) her boss scolded her and she just throw the resignation letter at her boss's desk then pack her things and walk out of the office without giving notice.. she still got the bloody cheek and face to come back.. her acts are so childish and unpro!!!

Then she quit again, realise she not suitable for the job (finally!)... now she withdraw again... despite HR already advertised plus had arranged 2 people came down for interview for her position already.. waste every body's time and resources!
According to her, good prospective candidates loh..
She's such a JOKER man! She should go act in The Dark Knight!

wah liew!!! wah liew!!! wah liew!!!

She's the most irritating, arrogant and unprofessional person I've ever seen..

She's not suitable for the job what!! she's an operational exec yet she wanted to have the job and power or authority of any FM or FC.. of course she don't fit in la!.. create trouble for us only..

Sighz!