I get very vulnerable when I am sick ( or getting sick)..

Feels real bad.. bones aching.. pain at the back of the head hitting me occasionally, hands + feet freezing yet head + neck is warming up... perhaps a fever but no thermometer la.. bleah..

Evelyn says its flu symptoms.. I didn't take any MC yet because I feel bad missing from my work duties... I just wanna cuddle up in my baby's arms being assured everything will be fine.. but arghhh.. he is held up at his work =(.. boohooo.. Sadly and unbearably, I'm left to be independent again..

grouchy... I can handle it! I will survive..