" Dearest Logan,

It's been more than 10 years since the day the feelings for u first developed, I wouldn't even exactly call it love, since it was never mutual.. you are always special, not the most handsome, nor kindest, hmm nor nicest but pure special.. in its own little way.. which can never be explained.. the moments with you deeply buried in the heart, as sweetest memories which can bring a smile whenever I think of it.. a sweet treasure chest.. it is the past.. already put behind.. it never really bothers me who you are with presently or who is your special one.. as long as u are doing good.. and happy.. in distance or not..I don't care.. it doesn't matter... in fact... i hope u are doing more than good.. and happier than happy.. in every aspect!

but for the first time, I really really wish those silly feelings can go away.. permanent.. period! It's ..it's...it's.. it's not special anymore.. can you please ask your new love and you to get out of my dreams.. it's bloody irritating and irking!... if she is nice and all, I would have been happy for you.. like "Faith"... nice, angelic and pleasant.. butbutbut I'm seriously worried you are asking for trouble.. and this worry is so bloody unexplainable, immature, unrealistic and stupid..
Therefore, please please please please please... go away...

Thanks.. =)

Yours Sincerely,
Stacey "

World Cup Celebration

Bebeto: Brazil vs. Holland (1994)
It is a well-known fact that footballers like to procreate, so someone was always going to celebrate the birth of their child after scoring a goal. Leave it to the Brazilians to make it look good though, as striker Bebeto brought the 'cradle-rocking' celebration to the world's attention. Having netted against Holland in the quarter-finals, Bebeto ran to the touchline to be joined by teammates Romario and Mazinho before they all started to rock an imaginary baby in tribute to the striker's potency (on and off the pitch). Some have tried to mirror him since - Jermaine Jenas to name one - but no-one has come close to pulling it off with such aplomb

quote frm:
http://soccernet.espn.go.com/world-cup/columns/story?id=790168&cc=3888&ver=global

There, then 1994.. the exact worldcup i first started watching and cheering for brazil =). was 12 then... and mind u.. i pick brazil way before the finals.. not after they won..

Bebeto, Romario, Taffereal, Dunga = my heros
its amazing the football they play.. no other teams can match them then.. Cafu.. Roberto Carlos...Rivaldo, Ronaldo and Ronaldihno.. somehow similar also..

now the brazil team, after 2 cycles.. i admit i dun have that much passion and attachment anymore.. i still love Kaka!!!.. and with (mighty =D) Dunga as the team coach.. let's hope the sambal magic can retain somehow and my passion will come back... goodluck team Brazil!

ohoh ppooooor sweden not qualified =(

another team to cheer for this worldcup...
Spain! with Cesc Fabregas and Fernando Torres... need i say more why?
hahahhaa

hahahaha and lastly...
last world cup when i turn to root for Italy after the early exit of brazil and sweden.....
hahaha.. Team Italy! sad to say... the (super cute) skilled Italian players I liked are more or less retiring or retired since last world cup... over their prime... if they can still balance up and maintain... i will still support them..

1,2,3 teams! go go go ole ole ole!

oh ya world cup channel subscribed! $70+ bucks (kachang!) gone! hope got time (& energy) to watch... hahaha

Congratulations to our Table-tennis world champ team

Feng Tian Wei

think one-two years back, I blogged bout this woman Feng Tian Wei... uprising star then... impressive performance.. great composure and skills..

Now..today... proven herself.. lead the Singapore women's team to world table tennis triumph.. Salute!

is not that i don't wanna blog in "contents".. but its because sometimes i really wonder who read my blog and i dun wan 1 person to read and know me from here.. its creepy... and ya I'm referring to one person in particular... that's why I'm avoiding to go "in depth" at times.. but heck la... now come to think of it...shouldn't let 1 person affect me on blogging.. that 1 person may gave up reading it liao so lets update here more k?

I don't really know why but from somewhere along this year.. I suddenly feel OLD... like exhausted old... like old "old"... u know what i mean? ;P
it's nothing to do with my good friends being married or having babies... i don't think others can ever affect me... I'm too 'individualist" & never the type to compare and compete but perhaps guess its the mentality changed over years over incidents.. shrugs... suddenly i remembered in my teens.. i told Wanqing / Maggie I wanna get married at/by 24.. marry young have kids young settle young... but look!.. for 4 yrs.. i don't really care that it didn't happen..
but now it came back???? Maybe? hahaha... its too late anyway...

things don't actually always happen the way we plan rite? i should be at the peak of my happy career too? but am I? dreams change too!

let's be practical... but keep moving.. towards our innate self.. and quit measuring, quit judging... get rid of that old shell.. 10 yrs down the road.. where would I be? not the way i plan now for 10 years later? may not be a bad thing after all =)

from all rants no photos to all photos no words.. hahaa im extreme!

extremely lazy! muahahhaa

okokok will blog more later....

cant wait! my fave ASHTON KUTCHER =))))))


KILLERS ~ out June 3rd

at our fav jappy place these days =)

my all time favourite =)

at Coffee Club last week

at West Coast Jappy restaurant =)

I'm so bored that I decided to blog random rants here...
hahaha... my blog is not a movie review webbie anyway so let's revert abit for today..

been spending lots and lots of $$$ buying clothes online... hahaha.. those kawaii models made those dresses so appealing that I simply buy and buy and buy!... hahaha short goal for May.. no more buying (for this month at least)!!

happy node for the day: Tomorrow's Friday! hahhahaa can rest and relax peacefully!
afterwhich, gotta start EXAM revision soon! and spend more bucks on revision class -_-"
Dont know why Kaplan's revision class are so darn expensive.. $302 for 6 lessons leh! EX hor?? **grumbles like no tomorrow**

How have u been?

sometimes I think I'm a very shallow person... because it just take little little superficial things to cheer/perk me up easily... perhaps a piece of chocolate, a sundae, a sms or just a little touch..heh heh.. so I'm looking forward to Mcdonalds tonight to lighten up my spirits for the day... hahaha.. is not that i got a hot date at fast food hor.. is because I've got evening class thats why can go da bao.. haha

I wish this "shallowness" is actually positive and can last k?... becoz I change all the time!... my mentality, my perceptions, my taste and of coz my mood.. hahaha

oh ya.. over the long weekend i watched Iron Man 2.. i liked it! 4/5 popcorn.. haha

I think I'm quite a guy when it comes to movie choices... war movies, action movies, thrillers... those man movies that don't appeal more to man than ladies, I still quite enjoy..

ok lah.. Iron Man is not that a "man movie", I know I know... I'm talking about my movie choices generally.. since I so enjoyed '300' 'Red Cliff' 'Avatar' & etc etc...

Long weekend always fly so fast hor??

Although I didn't accomplished much over those 3 days besides shopping and Iron Man 2... but doing "nothing" with the right person is very comforting for me too =)

my revision is very far behind though... Ooppss! When will I start?... heh..

http://uk.news.yahoo.com/5/20100429/ten-cheryl-cole-world-s-sexiest-woman-8a3eada.html

Even the world sexiest woman's husband cheat on her...
Guys!!! pls buck up and stay loyal.. Arhhhh stupid Ashley Cole!

oh.. I watched The Bounty Hunter during the weekend on Sat..
I agree with some of the movie reviews... the chemistry b/w Jennifer Aniston and Gerald Butler just wasnt that great, unlike Brad and Angelina.. And the movie wasn't as funny as anticipated...the plot was also so-so... I still liked it because I love watching Jennifer, but I suppose the others will find the show quite boring...

Iron Man 2's next!!! And also The Back Up Plan!!!=DDDD


Did u watch Amazing Race last nite? Did you saw the shortest man giving out the clues... so ke lian =(..
Before the AR was shown on tv, he died just a little earlier in Mar 2010 this year... and he was still young..

He Pingping (Chinese: 何平平; pinyin: Hé Píngpíng; July 13, 1988 – March 13, 2010) was, according to the Guinness World Records, the world's shortest man who was able to walk.

May he inspire lots and lots of people!

Telephone

Hello hello baby you called
I can't hear a thing
I have got no service
In the club, you say? say?
Wha-Wha-What did you say,
Oh, you're breaking up on me
Sorry, I cannot hear you
I'm kinda busy.

K-kinda busy
K-kinda busy
Sorry, I cannot hear you, I'm kinda busy.

Just a second,
It's my favorite song they're gonna play
And I cannot text you with
A drink in my hand, eh
You shoulda made some plans with me,
You knew that I was free.
And now you won't stop calling me;
I'm kinda busy.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

[Beyonce:]
Boy, the way you blowin' up my phone
Won't make me leave no faster.
Put my coat on faster,
Leave my girls no faster.
I shoulda left my phone at home,
'Cause this is a disaster!
Callin' like a collector -
Sorry, I cannot answer!

Not that I don't like you,
I'm just at a party.
And I am sick and tired
Of my phone r-ringing.

[Beyonce:]
Sometimes I feel like
I live in Grand Central Station.
Tonight I'm not takin' no calls,
'Cause I'll be dancin'.

'Cause I'll be dancin'
'Cause I'll be dancin'
Tonight I'm not takin' no calls, 'cause I'll be dancin'!

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
But there's no one home,
You're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

We're sorry the number you have reached is not in service at this time.
Please check the number, or try your call again

i always happen to look at the clock when its 9:16pm or 9:16 am..

my birthday..

do you?

24th July!

I'm $345 poorer becoz I bought 2 jay chou's concert tickets! =(

now super broke! but hor sold out leh his tickets! within few hrs (half a morning)... so I should be contented rite? Weeeeeeeee!!!! Exciting!

sorry~~ to who?

sorry for not updating my blog.. but im not a celebrity blogger leh.. so im saying sorry literally to no one rite? who reads my blog anyway~ *wonder wonder*

anyway my life is pretty boring (but happy).. the past 3 weekends, I watched 3 movies! When in Rome, Clash of the Titans and Date night.. all 3 are good.. but I prefer the first two.. Date Night is funny but the plot is kinda.. ridiculous... hahaha... light hearted movies are always appealing to me... so if u jus want a laugh, go catch it too... read bad reviews of Clash of the Titans... but I actually liked it leh.. I think it's a 'guy' show like 300 or Jurassic Park, so somehow ladies might be bored? not me lah I really like it!.. ya but 3D is not worth it.. watch it in 2D is fair enough

Im waiting for my favourite's Jennifer Aniston's Bounty Hunter to be out on the 22nd April! =)

okieokie.. nothing much to update really... pple have been asking me if im okie or not?
thanks for the concern... im fine.. things have not been going on that well.. but im contented as there are improvements and yes, it could not have been any worse that 1-2 months back.. no more rock bottom for me! it was low enough! thanks for helping me up!...

i have good news..
2 of them..
time to NOT take things for granted and cherish them while they lasts..
for all i know.. they didnt come easy.. so i might still lose it tmw..
seize the day! treasure everyday as if it's the last day of ur life! =)
orhhh but dont spend everything and leave all work to tmw lah.. thats irresponsible.. =P

(oh dear!.. just noticed my postings are so lack of pics! boring brief wordings.. shall post some pics soon)

although certain things cannot be reversed,
certain people cannot change their spots..
but I keep faith.

its a new beginning! it can be a new closure too..
skeptical..
it can turn out to be good, it can also turn out bad.. but whatever it is.. I will try my best.. only then.. there will b no regrets..

the mood swings are horrible

sometimes strong independent invincible
more times weak depress deject

want more of the stength and less of the pain

is it too much to ask for?

want to warn all my friends about THE relationship!

1) don’t commit and love too deeply or blindly and end up like me so stupid and vulnerable that even me myself didnt realise it.. (yes i think the most devoted award has to go to me!)

OR

2) Faster get married and tied up… like that the other party would be more responsible and bonded and less likely to stray… don’t take it for granted that he/she will always be there for u to love
(my married bestie really tells me strike iron when its hot… dragging is v v dangerous)

Cheers,
The broken hearted one