I heard to declare to ur parents u r gay, it would be like losing someone dear to them..
like u are dead because of their dreams of having a grandchildren suddenly vanish, or someone they know suddenly got lost.. lifestyle becomes different and they have to adapt a new one all over again..

but other than that.. u still love them and they still love u

busy busy busy

Been real busy like a bee recently at work

hmm.. the pple around me seems to be involving in big projects.. either buying new car or job hopping.. so good leh! i also want new car!! but too costly.. i also want change job! but better stay longer gain experience.. *shakes head
xmas is coming! but for once i dont really feel that shopaholic.. wanna wait and save for that retail therapy in Bangkok.. dont really have that extra bucks to spend for this festive..
sick of being broke.. next yr resolution is not to be broke.. Hahaha

slept quite late last nite so now im totally exhausted.. to add on my morning grumpy agony.. on the bus journey, there were a few pple talking loudly to each other.. SOOOO noisy! disturbing the peace early in the morning.. I declare I hate the gangs who talk loudly on the buses.. when i mean loud, it is real loud! talk as if the other party is 5metres away and when one respond to the other endlessly.. its noise pollution!.. i remember the many other times i bumped into inconsiderate groups who do this kinda stunt.. hmm.. quite a number.. normally students.. i dont care i might be one of them who does that in the past.. but now.. i'll jus declare it's irritating..

Go James & Tyler!!

YEY..
2 WEEKS 1ST IN A ROW...
GO GO GO!!

=(

i dun wanna sound drama mama or overboard as we are not so close recently and im also not a close kin butbut, but i do feel a sharp sense of grief when she (sec sch best fren) told me her granny passed away..
life is so fragile and when i recall the times her granny was so hospitable to me and our gang at our every noisy visit, no matter its chinese new year housewarming or what.. she's so generous, joyful, kind and all, i felt depress.. at those time, Feli & me were the closest.. sometimes i even felt that she only had me I only had her then.. so the 2 of us kinda hang out at her place quite often alone as well..her granny is super nice.. haizz.. =(
hope my pal is coping well..
im so emotional sometimes..

the more i should cherish everyone around me.. all my darling angels

Amazing Race addict

I'm sounding like a TV geek wor but i so enjoy watching Amazing Race 10 on Mondays & Amazing Race Asia on Thursdays..
so exciting!! AR10 coming to the be left with the top 4 teams next week.. narrowing down to the finale soon.. for past 2 weeks, the pretty pple have been leading the pack.. i started to think that pretty pple may not be as airheads as we assumed.. pretty pple meaning the Barbie dolls & the Models (who i nicknamed Ken Dolls or TJ).. anyway Kimberly and Rob are also pretty pple la.. meaning they got nice looks also.. I'm happy at this situation la..period.. because the others (6-pack) who allied i dont like.. they stick together and make the show uninteresting.. shakes head.. in the end, now i sort of support TJ loh.. because not much choices left mah!.. because they are handsome and funny lah.. personally i dont think they can win lah.. so sotong sometimes and they aint a very competitive pair or smart but at least they are entertaining to me..


I like tom & terry one.. but super sissy and funny.. too bad.. elimininated..















For Amazing Race Asia (I got classes on thurs so gotta watch late telecast =( ), of coz I'm bias and support Singaporeans! hahaha..but of coz.. trying stay neutral lah.. may the best team wins loh! but the program abit messy now.. too many teams and very chaotic.. hope it will improve later on.. I soooo feel like wanting to be in part of the race!! can pair with fren or brother!! interesting show, traveling and all!! I even jio pple play Amazing Race Online race with me!! which turn out pretty bad becoz someone spoilt the game and "bugged" my pc.. argghhhhhh upset! not worth goin into details.. over liao...

on Sat, I watched the Texas Chainsaw Massacre, the Beginning, rated R21.. I caught the first "Texas Chainsaw Massacre" before.. so I kinda know what I'm going to get.. and true enough.. its as gruesome as whatever u could have imagine.. the brutal cruel ways.. argghhh.. disturbing!.. i started to ponder why am I watching this kinda show when its not entertaining or enjoyable at all.. no im not a scaredy cat kind.. so it didn't hit me bad but if u think it from another angle, its not inspiring also.. waste money right? i certainly dont enjoy watching pple's leg get saw off, or throats being cut, face skin being peel off etc.. at least those ghostly korean/japan horror movies have more entertaining storylines or have a certain twisted plot in them.. this one is just bloody, grisly, disgusting.. waste money! *^&%*^@*&%^ im not watching this kinda show anymore.. no.. im not scared hor! jus find it.. eh.. pointless

House Of Wax

Was watching a number of DVDs in the weekend.. One of it was the horror show " House of Wax" made in 2005 starring my favorite Chad Michael Murray and the famous Paris Hilton.. The critics didn't rate it favorably but I thought the scenes were pretty gruesome!.. Which is okay for a horror plot right? Let me tell u what the psychos did to those innocent trespassers if u havent watch it.. Imagine sealing a victim's lips with superglue (strong gum).. pple sealed victims lips with browntapes, or merely stuffed a towel inside the mouth to keep them quiet..but he use superglue to seal lips! my god.. and the ghoulishly inventive killers waxed the victims alive! they snapped fingers, cut the blood veins, poke the hearts .. whatever and whatever and waxed everyone up.. so the town is filled with remarkably life-like wax sculptures...which are all victims.. gross gross..

After living for 24 yrs, I gradually learn that I shouldn't be so blunt anymore.. being candid is jus the nicer way of saying things, but truth is.. being too blunt or direct sucks.. becoz there's this ugly side of people, everyone likes to hear nice stuffs/ compliments about them only.. nobody likes to hear critisims or not-so-nice stuffs bout them.. some truthful advises & opinion, I think you better keep it to yourself.. coz the more u express, u more offensive u become.. in the end.. its only those "candid" pple who are being dislike and the fake pple who gets the likes of the crowd..
don't get me wrong.. I'm not going to lie & pretend to be a sweetie pie.. faking compliments and sweet-tongue to everyone.. not ever!.. NAHZ.. jus keeping quiet for those pple I deemed as perhaps, more narrow-minded and cannot take negative comments.. be a lil more diplomatic?
lesson learnt..

hmm.. Rain's concert tickets prices are priced at $888, $688..
that's ex!! why would anyone spend so much for a concert??!??but apparently.. there are such fans.. anyway the Koreans seems to be earning alot of money these days.. appealing to alot of local fans.. whywhywhy??...
my knowledge on korean stuff is:
I've finished watching "My Lovely Samsoon" and now watching "Princess Hours" DVDs..
hmm.. since i didn't watch Rain's dramas at all.. I don't find him shuai.. but think he can dance well.. I do find Samsoon's bf good-looking.. There!.. below, Hyeon Bin...


















I suspect if i ever watch Rain's drama.. i might like him as well.. but for the moment.. nope.. not yet..

For Princess Hours.. find it kinda kiddy...childish.. but on later stages, as the princess grows more mature.. the things in the palace become more exciting to watch.. I find kim jeonghoon (top pic) look like takki hideaki of Japan.. Such a Pretty guy! I like =D





















for the rest.. think they would prefer the other Crown Prince (bottom pic), Ji-hoon (Shin) ba..
Wonder this kinda K-pop trend will last how long? I'm not a K-pop fan for sure.. not yet..
Oh ya.. another reason I watch Princess Hours is I like the bears in the show.. see the one Shin holding? so cute!!! so many teddy bears inside.. such cuties!!