what more can I wish for

Arsenal got into Semi's for the first time... what more can I wish for?...
I should be happy right? but why am i not?

Seeking my wise friend's advise

Sylvia told me she thinks everything/everybody deserves a 2nd chance.. I agree so I did... but she also thinks 2 chances are more than enough.. not a 3rd one.. I strongly agree with that as well.. Therefore...... I dont want to be hesitant or fickle about it le.. thats it... let it end there..

It took me alot of courage to go into one.. I don't think I would ever want to get into another one soon.. not near future.. hopefully not never... not without a super valid reason.. or should I say excuse?

nice

People(mainly friends) always ask me what do I look for in a guy, how's my ideal bf like? I've always had a hard time answering this question then now I finally realize..Its so damn obvious! All I need is the one that I've had feelings for and the only quality that I look for in this person is he has to be nice.. As in real nice.. As in Geniunely nice.. I don't need a real suave or dashing guy, nor did I set any standards in height or weight or age or financially stable or other good traits.. I don't need one who will always have to be there for me or humorous to cheer me up.. But the bottomline is.. I'm seriously attracted to Kind people out there..Those gentleman-ly, patient good-natured ones and this is ample enough to remain contented and faithful for.. I just love nice people! May sound easy to find.. but not really.. A lot of people are too self-centered to spare a thought for others.. or simply trying too hard to survive in the scheming world, therefore got corrupted, perhaps being nice is not easy to survive.. Then again, it might sound impossible to find one but there really are nice gentlemen that I know of, not perfect god but great nice people and therefore, they are mostly happily attached and they deserved it lah.. =)
I havent found mine

I want to be like Violet... Of Ultraviolet

ERM.. I DON'T MEAN I WANT TO LOOK LIKE HER AND BE HER..
Just that I would really like to be in control like her, powerful and stuff... like her able to kick asses of jerks and take charge of what she wants and deem is right... yeap.. I want to be someone like her.. Strong..

Overwhelm!

I'm overwhelmed as Arsenal beat Juventus in the lst leg at Highbury. As usual, I woke up at 2.30am to watch this much anticipated Quarter finals of Champion League Its so refreshing and exciting to see good players I haven't seen for a long time in action, namely, Zlatan Ibrahimovich, Adrian Mutu, David Trezeguet and Patrick Vieira of Juventus!! These pple whom I didn't catch for a long long while since Worldcup action.. Too bad on the overall game, Juve underperform and my named ones were quite off-form in the match as well.. Arsenal simply domintated.. Think Juve were not even close..
Its abit ironic if you ask me, since Viera seems to have left Gunners for better European performance & prospects but its still our side who have done better so far.. I hope this 2 goals cushion can really help us advance to semi's on the 5th Apr.. Dont misunderstand me for mocking at Patrick, as I still have great respect for my former skipper really, and it sort of upset me to see reviews critising Vieira just SOLELY based on yest'day performance alone... Every players got their off peak days mah..I still strongly acknowledge him as a great player with leadership quality..

Anyway back to my team performance, Im still very happy Fabregas has come to prove to everyone of his class & skills... I have spotted this rare gem months ago (got my most likings among his peers Flamini, Van persie) and as long as he stay level-headed and continue progress gradually, he can be A huge star.. Anyway..stil got one more leg, semifinals & finals... Hope Arsenal don't be complacent and eventually win the trophy! Dream Dream!

Can I trust your words?

How can I tell whether one is lying or not?
How to judge? Can someone please tell me? By a lie-detector? I certainly don't have one.. How how how? How can one tell?
The gestures? or just let time tells?

Thanks to my supportive sweet peers! =)

I have been upset over an issue recently.. not really terrible the depression type..but something enough that tore me apart a little..but Im Fine now.. All Thanks to my supportive nice friends around who are constantly giving me advises and listening ears... =D not forgetting they also shower care and concern.. so grateful!

Last nite I went retail therapy because of this issue.. I think I tend to manage and cope with my own feelings myself in order not to be too much of a nuisance to others as well.. therefore, I spree and spend $200 a day! On little things here and there, Oh my god...pls don't get me upset anymore my dear,... Else I would be broke sooner or later.. so irrationally uncontrollable when I'm upset.. Among those not so important stuffs I bought out of impulse, was this Carrie Underwood's CD... hmmm, I have such a contradicting character!.. I like Bo Bice more yet it's Carrie's album that I purchase eventually.. I think it is due to an album review which I saw that Bo's album is not exactly as rock as he should be.. so sort of decided to wait for his next instead..
Anyway I simply like the song "Inside your Heaven"!.. Hope u guys like it too! no matter its Carrie's or Bo's version..

Vain?

Recently, I caught the movie "Date movie" and as usual, there's this plot inside similar like ShallowHal and that Sammi's & Andy's movie.. where a very fat ugly lady transform miraculously to this decent pretty sweet darling and at the same time, looking for a sweet romance fairytale which also miraculously appear upon this transformation.. It's an exaggerated version on screen of course, but it kinda realistically reflects on how a persons looks & figure are so damn impt to humans & human relations..
I always emphasize that looks are not that impt to me as I subconsciously judge other pple, I prefer to feel by my heart and not looks.. but on myself, I realise the importance of self-maintenance.. Call it vain if you want but supposingly, its just to make myself better by not feeling too ugly or out of this world.. I believe its true that there are no ugly individual because each of us has his own unique distinct beauty beneath and if you bother to work on it, none can be any ugly at all..
Example if u r fat.. go dieting.. fleshy pple are pretty attractive to men too..
Think u are Ugly? work on the strengths, in this case, cover up the flaws.. no one is perfect anyway.. Right?
May all of us stay pretty always!

Being vain? I like! =) but Moderation please..

My Idol! Jus a pic to brighten my own day

We did it!

We won Real Madrid! My Arsenal are through to Quarter finals! After a tough fight at Highbury, we drew! Therefore we are advancing and leaving the Spanish Giants behind! Its too early to tell the chances of winning the title but to me... This is already an achievement.. =D
Anyway out of the soccer topic, I thought David Beckham look so much better with his short haircut rather than his past ugly longhair mop... haha.. In comparision, I like his present one very much! Apart from watching him play, I started to wonder, why an establish football player like him choose Victoria in the first place.. I mean as a soccer player, his skills were good, quite outstanding in fact.. but Victoria? erm... seems like a bimbo now.. maybe bimbo's too strong a word for her.. but I think he deserves someone better.. Not the Rebecca Loos.. but perhaps.. you know? maybe someone bigger in terms of status or prettier with better elegant airs? U know like.. Jennifer Aniston? Jennifer Alba? Cameron Diaz?... enough of my nonsense..

Reese Witherspoon as Best Leading Actress Oscar Winner

Finally got "Rumour has it" by Jennifer Aniston and Kevin Costner last nite... i waited for ages for this friend whom we promise to watch with each other, wait until neck longlong, everyone else already caught it le... haha... small production but still pretty entertaining.. humourous here and there.. esp her crude grandmother.. storyline abit lame but I like seeing pretty Aniston as Sarah.. Reminds me of her Rachel role in F.R.I.E.N.D.S...

Oh ya Reese Witherspoon got the Best Leading Actress in Oscar.. Happy for her since I like a couple of her movies.. I didnt caught the movie that earn her the award though... " Walk the line".. nvr heard of it screening.. maybe can keep a look out for it in stores then.. The Asian Director Lee An also won the Best Director award for Brokeback mountain... so surprising to me... haha

My friend told me to embrace the future and let go of the past...
hahah strange...but isnt it what I've always done...

Dinner and Ice Cream as desert =) pretty happy and enjoyable..
Sometimes I think women like me are so easy to please, easily contented.. but of coz there are exceptions..

Barcelona & Chelsea

I struggled out of bed as I heard the match going on from the living room tv...
Chelsea was just in the lead. I was quite tempted to go back to bed but after watching a few minutes, I stayed glued.. Barcelona were doing very well and putting on a very good match for me to anticipate.. True enough, they turned things around and scored 2 goals therefore won.. I was happily admiring my fav stars in action... Henrik Larsson and Ronaldinho... dont be mistaken! I didnt support them because they are famous and big.. I support them for a long time already!

Real Madrid 0-1 Arsenal

yey! we won real madrid for Champion League 1st Leg at the away game!... cant believe it right?
Im soooo proud of them...my gunners, they played as if its WorldCup finals... I still believe anything can happened in 2nd leg at Highbury, but this is jus so overwhelming for now... I wasnt even sleepy at 4-5.30am in the morning... Can u believe what a great fight my gunners put in?... We were more superior in the match.. more chances and better form... only David beckham was on form for Real..
Cross our fingers and may we sail thru the 2nd leg (beating madrid) and gradually advance to be European Champions eventually... tough.. but at least got a glimpse of chance... =D

Rumour has it

so the Jennifer Aniston show I wanna catch is titled "Rumour has it" and starts on 23rd Feb.. Someone pls bring me to watch this show k? hahaa
Last nite was my last Law class for this sem.. there's stil a couple of revision classes of course.. but I'm already feeling wobbly.. Exams are coming and classes are ending, so am I prepared at all??? Nope! huge big fat NOPE!... argghhh...geee... better start some revision soon and knock some sense of urgency to myself... hahaha

I caught the American Idol on Starworld TV before i went to bed quite late..
its still in the grp auditions... and quite entertaining I should say..
the Cowboy really left a deep impression to me... touching story but really voice cannot make it lah... *shakes head... but i like him though... hes seems so nice... and at only age of 18... although eliminated.. i think he earn this great experience and exposure..

Have been having so many late nitez this few days...

yest'day was valentines day.. (my philipines colleague call it "Happy Hearts Day" hahaha)
everywhere was so crowded, restaurant queues were pretty scary, didn't really have a date but went dining and catching movie with an old friend.. Most new fun films were not out yet, I wanna watch the one by Jennifer Aniston but also NOT released yet. So we tried the movie Match Point, u can check it out on the webbie below

http://www.gv.com.sg/Booking/movies/moviedetails_7008.htm

not bad, because we didnt expect much.. so the 124 mins movie turn out surprisingly decent.. but it make me further lose confidence in men.. go catch it then you would understand what i mean.. went TCC eat... meal was super ex due to the delibrate v-day mark-up i suppose.. then the service was super super slow!! its not as crowded as other restaurants so i dont really understand why its speed is so poor..
Tired siah.. reach home one plus...
Still gotta climb out of my bed to see Arsenal lost to Liverpool at the 87th minute!! so unlucky! =( wor....

Ryan Cabrera - 40 Kinds Of Sadness Lyrics

Ryan Cabrera - 40 Kinds Of Sadness Lyrics

Two days chasing me around
I go crazy when you're outside of my world
When you're outside of my world
No sounds singing me to sleep

I don't want the room to breathe
Just be with me...
Just be with me!

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough
My eyes are waiting at the door
Just like every time before
Time flies so slow...
Time flies so slow!

[Chorus]
I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

It's not enough, I don't know why
It's not enough, I miss you all the time
And I know you kinds like it.

[Chorus]
I feel.. yea.. 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

waiting...

For a very long time, she pretend to believe none is strong enough.. Maybe once in a while chances drop by sometimes, yet she politely rejects... She seems happy, so why bother take the risk?
subconsciously, she did actually waited... All the rest seems quite redundant to her yet she refuses to admit..
wonder how many years will go by, how many decades she's waiting.. but its up to her, to step out or pin for miracles

Doggy Yeearrrr!~!!

Im back at work after the Chinese New Yr break... =) Happy new year to all!!~!!.. This year is dog year! Which means Im stepping to 24 soon.. so old le!!
I made up this new year resolution for myself in these very few seconds:
Dont Hurt Other pple And Dont let others hurt me as well
Woah.. easier said then done... anyway its just a guideline... bottomline is to be happy & contented can already...
Home PC still down so can't post often, just risk & take the chance to sneak here & there at working hours to post blog...