I love my Daddy and I hope he knows it

I love my Daddy... but I've never told him before.

And you know what, it's not surprising at all. Looking at him, it's like looking at myself. We are very much alike, in terms of character. All inherited from him.. We are never that expressive and affectionate on the surface towards the family members and each other, but deep down, we are madly attached. He never tell me he love me before too, but I know he does. I hope he knows about mine too.... alot, alot.

To me, it's the feelings, care and actions, not about declaring to the whole world by telling him how much you care bout him and speaking up means u win.
For example, if he noticed I have not eaten, he would not ask me if I'm hungry, but like casually telling me there's food in the kitchen or pretending to want go find food himself but I know it's for me. We are never that direct. I'm like that too. I always pretend pretend bring home stuff and hope he eats more and its all for him. So we actually care alot alot, but not by asking, its the unspoken type. I'm the same towards my brother and maybe my mother. Its inherited so don't ask me why so woody... My mother is the opposite though, always expressive and outspoken, if you never asked about her, she would think that u don't care and misunderstand! then maybe she would think u r horrible since u don't care.. i dont think she can ever feel the hidden care behind some actions unless u spell it out... butbutbut daddy and me are shaped the other way leh.. we would never spell it out directly... i hope she really understand it eventually... i don't know about my brother though, sometimes he's like my father alot too, but there are also times hes as expressive as the mother... in between maybe

Having said all that, this lousy inexpressive character of mine above doesn't really applies to my relationships and friends outside.. maybe its the culture over years and the people influences on me, I'm all about telling my boyfriend how much I love him and always seeking that sort of attention back.. Same as telling my friends I love them and I care for them. Why can't I do that to Daddy Tan and bro Tan ah? it's just so different and weird if I do it... Shrugs!

June 2011

June is gone super fast and as we mark the end of June today, this is then really, half a year of 2011 gone! what have you achieved in this half year? :P

Comedies watched this month:


Natalie Portman is HAWT!
Whole plot was mad silly but we need light-hearted stuff ya?
I liked it and laughed real loud! muahahaha


Hangover 1 is better in a way because it was a new plot back then, but 2 is still funny! I hope there's 3!

I'm going watch Transformers next! (-_-" no more sexy Megan)


Gaga with her exclusive Kitty Chan just for her, hahahhaa been busy playing her latest songs in my playlist.
I swear singing (screaming) along with her songs madly, on top of ur voice is a real good destress method, but please do not cause too much stress on ur fellow neighbours!

See u next month!
XOXO

I'm back to short scribbles

Feeling too lazy for proper writing therefore going back to totally random short notes:

1) Emotions- Realize that anger is so much easier to deal with than sadness. Anger always comes and goes quite fast, or at least I'm able to talk myself into cooling down very fast but when u r upset, it's more unmanageable & uncontrollable. It just linger and weighs u. Having said that, instead of managing the uncontrollable, the more rational solution is to make sure ur Happiness stays longer than sadness. Think about it as an equation: If happiness stays longer than sadness + anger, u won't lugi so much :)
Let the happiness linger instead of sadness. Chase all anger away.

2) Superficial things like looks and beauty will fade. It's the heart that counts.

3) Glee season 2 has ended :( no more gleeish music for me.. Shld I buy their cd? Who on earth buy CD nowadays besides me?? Everyone just download to iPod iPhone hor?

4) Don't think too highly of yourself. We always give advises, lectures, preaches to others machiam we know what's best for them and their scenarios/issues/relationships/problems but we can be wrong. No matter how experienced, wise, knowledgeable one is, we can't solve everything and nvr be wrong. We cannot be always right. So do not be too proud or overconfident incase we are wrong and it's the person u cared for, that suffers. My point is, be skeptical to our own advices and b open to learn.

5) I suspect I get cranky if I haven't drink coffee in the mornings. Should I kick that caffeine habit?

6) Edge of glory is nice too! If u don't know what's that.. Then u r a noob! Lol

7) If I buy clothes every other day, is it too much? :p

show me some love :/

exams has not been good.. ya and stuff...

Totally Random:

Yawnz!!!!

If you think I am one of those ladies who is obsessed about losing weight or dieting, think twice: u may not know but I'm one of the few ladies who still frequent fast food restaurants, 1-2 times a week! Hahaha, how many ladies of my age, still does that man? Especially girl pals who will always reject me and say unhealthy ah, no fried food pls ah.. Fattening ah.. Etcetcetc.. Seldom would join me one.. They all "grew out of it" and would usually avoid.. At most mos burger or yoshinoya.. But for me, hahaha not that I really fancy lah, but I really don't care fat or not fat, fried or not fried, healthy or unhealthy, as long as its convenient fast and cheap, I dun mind leh.. Sometimes crave also.. And also because of part time classes and bf preferences la, I eat it weekly! KFC Fried chicken, Mac fries and coke! :)
Now.. Even the free coke glass tempted me to upsize the meal! Hahaha
So happy I got the pink one! Purple shall be mine next!!!

Sooooo, u really think I care about weight? Nahzzzz!!! Throw me free ice cream I wld gladly pig out with u XD

I get increasingly frustrated and impatient at pple who always make me second-guess their thoughts instead of being frank and direct. To the extent, I think that is already considered some sort of manipulation. As much as I admit I'm hard to predict or guess myself, in terms of behaviour and thoughts, I'm not like that at all!

I'm an open book and super direct when it comes to issues like this.

Case 1

Me: where are we going for lunch?

Close Colleague: where u suggest?

Me: Go central (bus interchange) loh

CC: no lah... so hot, today sun very big, hottttt!

Me: ok, then market loh... as usual, we always walk there with brolly, can rite?

CC: dont want lah.. lazy..

Me: huh? U want canteen ah? (in house canteen which both of us hate)

CC: yes loh canteen loh..

Me: eh okie!

10 mins later,

CC: U know my new shoes super pain!!! can hardly walk since morning... later dont know how to go shopping after work siah

Then during lunch, Me found out she can barely walk with those new shoes and that should be the real reason why I suppose she only wants to go to the canteen from the very beginning. Why make me go round merry-go-round asking? -_-"

Case 2

Fren: meet where today?

Me: Shopping Mall A?

Fren: dun want lah, sianz.. last week just went....

Me: Shopping Mall B?

Fren: don't want lah... very far

Me: Shopping mall C?

Fren: hmmmm... nothing to shop there....

Me: Shopping mall D?

Fren: okie loh

Then later on I found out she wanted to go Shopping mall D to collect her reserved stuff/ vouchers/do alot of her errands lah

All the while her intention was at D. -_-"

Hello! please don't make me secondguess everything or have all these hidden agendas (duno for what also) hor....

If u still want me as a friend, be direct. Normally I oblige and is v easy-going one...

Of coz I'm not talking bout love affairs lah... i know young pple like to play 暧昧 but on decision issue like the above 2 quoted. those are really frustrating especially when they do it very often.

You and I

I declare I'm a Monster! heehee...

Lady Gaga addresses her fans as little monsters, and yes, I totally enjoyed her music and her new album, thus converted. She's a weirdo lah... I agree.. but I'm weird too... hahhaa... besides, I'm a fan of her music, not her fashion.. lol... Little monster doesn't fit me though Gaga... FML she's even younger than me loh... call me Mama Monster better... haha or whatever

here goes, 2nd fav besides Born this way,

(must give credits to Haley on her rendition, if not, I might have miss this good track)

(p/s: yaya who was ur favourite? I prefer Scotty than Lauren =), but also prefer Casey, Haley and James than Scotty, hahaha)

You and I by Lady Gaga:

It's been a long time since I came around

It's been along time but I'm back in town

And this time I'm not leavin' without you

You taste like whiskey when you kiss me ohh

I'll give anything again to be your baby doll

Yeah this time I'm not leavin' without you

You said sit back down where you belong

In the corner of my bar with your high heels on

Sit back down on the couch where we

Made love the first time

And you said to me

There's somethin', somethin' about this place

Somethin' 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

Somethin', somethin' about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah somethin' about

Baby you and I

Been two years since I let you go,

I couldn't listen to a joke or rock n roll

And muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart

On my birthday you sang me a heart of gold

With a guitar hummin' and No clothes

Yeah this time I'm not leavin' with out you

You said sit back down where you belong

In the corner of my bar with your high heels on

Sit back down on the couch where we

Made love the first time and you said to me

There's somethin', somethin' about this place

Somethin' 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

Somethin', somethin' about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah somethin' about

Baby you and I

You and I

You, you and I

You, you and I

You, you and I

You and I

You, you and I

You, you and I

You, you and I

You said sit back down where you belong

In the corner of my bar with your hi-, yeah you like the red ones?

Sit back down on the couch where we

Made love the first time and you said to me

There's somethin', somethin' about this place

Somethin' 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

Somethin', somethin' about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah somethin' about

Baby you and I

You and I

You and I

You, you and I

You, you and I

You and I

You, you and I

You, you and I

You, you and I

Been along time since I came around

It's been along time but I'm back in town

And this time I'm not leavin' without you

Movies...

last last week I watch Fast and Furious 5, last Sunday (yesterday), i watch Priest!

both are good! I must say... quite entertaining, I think basically anything vampires, magical, witches u throw to me, i would like (Priest)... adventurous kind lah! dont 100% romance can die man... must have abit of triller, adventure... ... if u are bored and have not watch either one of them, go catch it... else, go catch both!

haha.. Can't wait for my Captain Jack which opens this thursday =) love him!!!
quirky Jack is my all time favourite!!!

I'm a very emotional person. I feel very sad and sore at Mr Chiam's lost in the GE but yes, we should all accept it and move on.
Thank you for all the contributions Sir, it's valuable and would nvr be forgotten.
Today, MM Lee and SM Goh has also announced resignation from the cabinet.
Thank you too, Sirs! Singaporeans love you all!

Singapore GE 2011

My take on GE! Come, come, come. If you don't know which party to vote, let me guide you! (Haha I'm kidding!)..

I went to SPP rally (was really touched By Mr Chiam and his passion in serving the people. "I love Singapore! I love Singaporeans!", he exclaimed... How many Minister say that from the heart?), has also been actively reading updates, manifesto on the election campaign and also watching rally videos from Internet and TV... thus, round up this conclusion.

Strategy for all Singaporeans: Hougang and Potong pasir residents - to continue vote for WP & SPP! I firmly believed Mr Chiam has bared his heart and soul to manage his estate, working against the odds of limited funds (and rigid petty PAP with their "rules" example, don't even give him a decent Meet-The-People office yet reject his proposal for funds for upgrading all the time), read

http://theonlinecitizen.com/2011/03/that-makeshift-cubicle-at-the-void-deck/

yet ensuring every single residents of his get heard and help and upgrading all the other necessaries. I really don't see any reasons why you guys must vote against him (in this case her, his wife Lina Chiam). So please, for all his efforts and the sake of holding your pride and 2 singles seats in the parliament, vote for Chiam! Vote against that Sitoh carrot! Hougang, for Worker's party, I believe they have ample funds and strength to maintain your estate. Look at their successful rallies, their drive and passion towards politics. No joke, if they are bad, you guys wouldn't have voted them in and maintain ur stand. So please continue to do so!

For GRCs.... I would say: Aljunied and Bishan-ToaPayoh residents, please please vote for WP and SPP and let's get more voices into the Parliament! Reason why I only mention these two GRCs is because I believe we have to vote in CREDIBLE opposition parties, so as I do not have that confidence in NSP, SDP, RP etc... yet.. they need more time to prove themselves. Mr Chiam and Mr Low has proven themselves for so many years... So no doubt on their credibility. So Aljunied and Bishan-TPY being their focus GRC, I wish they would succeed.

Why opposition? Simple and same old grandmother story, for the sake of government accountability, transparency and democracy. We need that check and balance. 85 out of 87 seats is from PAP.. Enough? Look at so many unhappy/stressed fellow Singaporeans suffering day to day by prices and standard of living in Singapore. The fast growth of Singapore might really leave some lagging behind, or if not, going to leave anyone of us behind sooner or later. How realistic/feasible is our policy? We need alternative advocacy voices. Yes, and I agree in what some of the opposition has raised, like:

- too many foreign talents, when to stop? those cheaper foreign talents are fighting with fellow Singaporeans for jobs, and the fact is, because they are cheaper, they got the jobs and not locals. Yet, they are mostly rowdy and unskilled/not trained properly. (not forgetting to mention they talked loudly in buses/ MRTs rudely and commit crimes in Singapore). Argh!
How about the other "higher-educated/ professional foreign talents"? They bully us at work, arrogant and competitive. how can govt fail to see that side of impact and never indicated how they going to minimise that or when to stop the increasing numbers?

-overspent on YOG... it's okie I'm not going to harp and harp and harp on it (but 2million is alot). Everyone makes mistake so we do need that check and balance to remind them of their mistakes? we understand, but we hope to remind them of their oversight with a separate opinion/voice from the other parties time-to-time before something goes really wrong! We need alternatives, not only when problems arises, but even before that.

- Mas Selamat escape.. its okie its okie, same as above.. we understand but... blar blar blar... need to check and balance..... blar blar blar..

- soaring HDB Housing prices increase and increase yet say young people can afford, not enough new flats for the increasing population and the $8k ceiling... me! one of the victims of unable to get a flat, own a flat or whatever due to the above problems. $8k and above can only buy what DBSS or private but not HDB unless reasale?? Argh...

-Hospital and medical fees, also high... Poor people can hardly afford and our Health Minister, before this GE, 1-3 yrs back.. just refuse to listen to the people. Even if he promises something now, I don't know can trust or not.

there are still lots of issues here and there but the main point is, we need alternative voices to reflect our views and opinions. Sometimes the Ministers are so rich and educated that they don't really see our real problems. For me, I think that middle-level income pple like me are always sandwiched and neglected! I'm tired of it. Help for the lower income, they are always so readily and promise to help, how about us? we just get poorer and poorer and rich gets richer...
Always no incentives, no discounts, no grants for middle income pple.. just have to pay and pay... pay still nvm...

That reminds me of ONE IMPORTANT point nothing to do with elections but overall (I'm glad some people did brought up this point in their campaign)..
I emphasize: BEFORE this election, I already have been very disturbed at one point: WHY AM I PAYING SO MUCH INCOME TAXES YET THERE ARE STILL SO MANY HOMELESS PPLE SLEEPING ON THE STREETS? Picking/snatching cupboards and cans and pushing their weird weird "luggage: around (usually a baby trolley or some old used ones they don't know pick up from where or form themselves). Depressing leh... I pay all these income taxes, GST, ERP all can, I plead that you just solve one problem for me can? Help those poor homeless/ food-less pple!!!!! You don't tell me you no money hor... I paid, pple paid and everyone paid... some even paid extras (penalties)...so u do u part and U help solve my 1 problem/wish can???? okie you might ask me where? Bedok Bedok, Bedok South... come come come!

back to GE,

The Government (mostly Ministers from PAP) did well on areas which we should really give them some credit =) . Like the safety cum security of our country.. crime rates in Singapore are kept low, we actually feel more secure and not worried that there would be kidnaps/ murder/ robberies compared to maybe when we are overseas like in Malaysia/ Thailand?
The standard of our Education. I'm actually quite proud to be a local student because our Education standards are maintain high compare to some other Asian countries. The Casinos - I actually think is a great move to boost tourism and bring in more revenue and economic benefits and also a good sign we have become more flexible and not everything says rigid! F1 also another good move. I do feel MM Lee have great foresight and perhaps PM Lee too, that's why we prosper, advance & improve.

Soooooooo... let's not be like overly-anti-PAP, we are not! The rest of the residents in other areas should still support and vote for them. While those I mention earlier on, Hougang, PP, Aljunied, Bishan-TPY give chance and vote for opposition to bring in change and alternative voices to the Parliament, isn't it win-win?

p/s: Big news yesterday is,

PM Lee: I'm sorry for our mistakes

We made a mistake when we let Mas Selamat run away. We made a mistake when Orchard Road go flooded," he said.


"No government is perfect… we will make mistakes. But when it happens we should acknowledge it, we should apologise, take responsibility, put things right. If we are to discipline somebody, we will do that, and we must learn from the lessons and never make the same mistake again," said PM Lee.

my views is, yes, he is pressured to admit these mistakes because of the strong opposition rallies and campaign talk (mostly by WP, NSP-Nicole Seah and various Heads). But if there was no GE or let's say not so much support from the public on the opposition on these issues, would he be pressured to reflect, apologise, review and improve??? that's what I mean when I say we really need that alternate advocate threat in the Parliament.

went Marriot Cafe @ Marriot Hotel's buffet Last Friday! paid $35 only because Eileen has staff discount! =D
desserts are yumyum!!!
the rest were so-so though...

happiness!

Born this way :)

It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

Verse:
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothin wrong with lovin who you are"
She said, "'cause he made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"

Chorus:
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Post-chorus:
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Ooo there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way

Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be a drag - just be a queen
Don't be!

Verse:
Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)

Repeat chorus + post-chorus

Bridge:
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby you were born this way
No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track baby
I was born to be brave

Repeat chorus + post-chorus

Outro/refrain:
I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

I was born this way hey!
I was born this way hey!
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way hey!

My virgin mobile post!

This is my first blog post straight from my Hp mobile device! Hahaha.. I've always used the conventional way of posting from pc and lappy.. But because of my busy schedule, I decided to give this a try in order to urge myself to post more often.. Idea?

Mugging always makes me mad sleepy! And am upset the Easter weekend is creeping away and my revision is hardly accomplished :(
As expected la.. Me know myself best! Pack of lazy bones when it comes to studies! Kill me!! :p

reminder to self ~ not to b short tempered

I think my work is making me more and more short-tempered cum impatient these days

no excuses though, its me.. i know i know... adjusting... I'm rather unhappy being that uncontrollable and "un-nice" too...
thus... i tried my best not to bring those negativity and furies out-of-work, out-of-office, yet still...
i kanna from those who brought it out of work with them.. they get frustrated at work or other stuffs and then... .... ..... don't vent it on me, honey! I'm not the cause~ why throw your unreasonable tantrums at me? the harmless victim - when obviously, it's accumulated from elsewhere?
sighz... I guess I do this sometimes too.. so I should b guilty..

If there is ever an effective medicine/pills for "anger-management" or "stress-busting", I'm sure its going to sell veryveryvery well.... with the mad high stress level around in the working society now.. how not to?

Love is to give and take..

& that applies to friends and family as well!

=) Love ya all!

Happy Post Valentines Day and CNY!

Dear all,

busybusy rite?

Feb is a busy month (as usual!) due to CNY and Vday...

here are some CNY photos!

OMG! I'm sooooo in red... even my Vday attire was red last nite... muahahahaa

I bought like - 4 red dresses (accidentally) all of a sudden for CNY before i realised it was overdose!! okie at least I woke up and realised k?! hahahhaa no more red dresses for me (cross fingers) for awhile!!! in fact, no more shopping for clothes for 2 months! totally overspent on clothes! beside the red ones.. i still got tons of dresses...=X

my wardrobe and cupboard are bursting!!! muaahahhaa but bursting of happiness i hope! =)
anyway, today is not 15th of Lunar calendar yet (oh today is 初十三!) CNY not over yet... so let me still take the chance to wish all of u from here 新年快乐， 万事如意！here k?

Muacks!!! Happy Post Valentines day too!! =)

Oppssss!

January is gone! and i didnt even have time to photo blog more as promised! sighz... anyway here comes the photo of the month January!..






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muahahhaa not me but this Actor, Kenneth Ma!!!
hahaha he is the Gordon aka Lou-Sir from 谈情说案！
hahaha anyway i really like him in the show and also like the show itself... pls catch it if u havent! its NICE!.. he (and the drama) occupied me for the month of Jan and I was totally bored & a lil sad when the show ended coz not much nice dramas around for me to watch... hhahahhaa and i havent even touch my 公主嫁到 dvd yet!

Sorry for the absence, folks.... Im back!!! =)

Happy New Year 2011!!!

my absence was due to me being kidnapped to Mars =) no Internet access there u know?
*winks*
heh heh... take that!

hahhahaa busy and stressed at work lah... due to the acquisition loh.. money hard to earn... that's what i always say.. and kinda explain my disappearing stint..
Okieokie.. i promise myself to update here at least once a month...
i still like blogging... so that i can read back and recall what's going on in 2011 for me in the future... like simple way of self entertainment... lol

Jan 2011 to me so far has been tough (WORK portion mostly).... but getting better..
I also had my virgin experience for gellish nails this month for CNY... kinda early i know.. but im always like, well-prepared rite? (like buying xmas pressie, planning holiday and stuffs) I like to plan well ahead, be prepared well ahead... esp in areas im of keen interest and cheers me =)

hmm... maybe I need a photo to round up my Jan 2011... but with 5 more days still in the bag.. no hurry... i still can wait...heh heh...

Ciao!

Merry Xmas week!

Merry Merry Xmassssss!!! XD they are soooooo cute, isn't it?

XOXO,

Santa Girl!

Have u heard the news?

News: Hollywood stars Scarlett Johansson and Ryan Reynolds are to divorce after 2 years of marriage.


Personally, I find Scarlett extremely sexy and hot! after watching few of her movies, she simply is a gorgeous sexy magnet to me.. attract me v v very much! If im a les, she's gonna be my top goddess.. muahahaha

As for Ryan, didn't notice him til his recent movie with Sandra Bullock, The Proposal... yeap! he's equally attractive, gorgeous and cute as well... Together, what a great-looking couple they make! looks fun, exciting & compatible....
but then why these many Hollywood couples don't last?? =(

Still... all the best to them in their respective new singlehood life!

Beauty tips

I nvr really blog beauty tips in my blog because
1) i don't think im a "beauty enough for it" (simple terms: im not a beauty so tips from me is not convincing)
2) don't know if anyone reading my blog is interested at all..

anyway today, i change my mind in case some ladies are really reading and want me to share... and also.. (nothing else to blog about! =X)... erm erm... I've become slightly better-looking and slimmer compare to let's say 10 yrs back?.. hahahhaa slight improvement lah.. don't shoot me and say i think im pretty k? I KNOW I'M NOT.. at least got improve abit rite? i try to be presentable loh...

well well well...
firstly...

1) don't go to New York Skin Solutions... it doesn't work for me.. sucks... wasted thousands of dollars (on facial package for 2 yrs) there and doesn't work at all... results may vary so if u don't take my advise.. okie loh.. hope they worked for urs then

2) sunblock is a must for everyday... but sometimes when i don't get out in the sun.. i do get lazy and skip it.. when everyone else ask me not to be... so don't be as lazy as me and do it everyday... or try to be like me... everyday apply as long as i'm out in the sun..

3) we ladies, tend and love to try new products and pile alot of creams, toner, essence and whatever on the face.. and then complain they are not effective or what...
"less is more!" do let ur skin rest a little and perhaps they can absorb abit better later on...
rest a little as in: not to put products for a few days before u try new stuffs? go nude on the face 1-2 days... else everything doesn't work... ur skin is over-exposed to too many stuffs (chemicals or vits).. a break wouldbe good..
(actually I don't like to try new products now... hahaha.. in the past perhaps..)

4) start using eye creams/ gel if you haven't already... skin around my eyes aged the fastest =(... i think this applies to all of us... do start to take care of it...

5) as im writing this.. my right cheek is feeling itchy and all... rashes again! (of coz not scratching k? cannot scratch) how ironic!.. i need ur beauty tips instead! someone..... pls share tips bout this to me... lol... my skin is just hyper-sensitive lah... rashes come quite often.. sighz

6) clean ur face not more than 2 times a day.. once before bed and once in the morning..
too much cleaning stripped off the natural oils and keep ur skin dry and dull.. i supposed that's overcleaning!

7) apply makeup moderately.. if u r a pro.. go ahead flaunt ur skills! some pple are jus super chio and make-up like professional models man! envious... if u r not.. put less loh.. don't experiment everything at once and look like some wayang actresses.. and everyone needs a little makeup bah... esp when you go out.. so don't be too bare also.. esp when dating ;p...

8) sleep 7 hrs a day! but i jus sleep 5-6 hrs in the weekdays myself.. sighz



ooppssss gtg... will add on when i'm free!

it's December =)

Alloooooo peeps!

it's a season to be joyous... so whatever it is... if u r my friend and is feeling grumpy or low.. do reach me, i hope i can lift your spirits and remind u its xmas & newyearrrr season! Lighten up!! =)

hahahha i think my blog is crappy and shallow man!

compared to the people who writes well and write a lot alot in their blogs.... don't judge me by my blog k? muahahahaa i already said i don't care about ALL your judgements anyway... i like my blog this way...i am who i am... and my simple crappy entries... hahahaa.. as long as it satisfy me!

since its already December... the very last month of 2010, please remember to spread some love and warmth to those who need it or those u neglected? Still not too late you know... mental note to MYSELF to be more happier & generous & forgiving this month...

im suppose to b busy preparing for my paper... and skiving awhile for now.. gotta get back to my revision soon... next week by this time, exams over! =)

til then,

Love you!

XOXO

my luck has been down recently..

all thanks to the micro-mgmt grandpa at work.... ya .. the boss...
and with exam around the corner (again) im facing double stress!!

that explain my lack of posting... and also... its easier to whine via tweeting then here... faster!
hahahhaa... save u guys from my whines...

i will update soonz! when there's more time and happier stuff :)

promise!

im back... from Bintan... to work...=(

the pics =)

me on the ferry!
just reached Nirwana gardensstrolling in the beach....
the babes below:

us with food!! us doing spa!!

TGIT... because tomorrow's Deepavali.. =D
meet up with my fav girl yest to celebrate her belated birthday but left her pressie in my office forgot to bring it out... stupid.die.me!!! totally spoil my own mood for the stupidity.. brought my camera out though... let me upload our photos during the long weekend..

Hope u guys have a good holiday...

XOXO

I actually think Thomas (howard) is very cute! and his 92% good-looking scientific experiment turns me on... muahahha.. im sure im symmetrically buang(u gotta watch the channel 501 to know what im talking about) he and Larissa would make a very nice looking couple.. hahahha... so is that Pavle Sabic... .. hot! damn hot this Pavle! been chasing the episodes for this 2 guys... and I don't think Jonny's attractive actually...bleah!... hes so not my cup of tea... dunno why he won...

muahahhaa no more gorgeous guys and ladies to watch! yawnzzzz!

Life As We Know It

Caught this movie in the weekend.. by Katherine Heigl and Josh Duhamel.

I can say by now, me and my dearest are fans of Katherine Heigl, she is just so pretty and easy on the eyes.. funny and all.. it is like her every movie, we have went to support it in the cinema these days... and the genre of movies she chose to act is like: always romantic comedies... my fave genre!

and Josh Duhamel!! surprise! was even funnier and eye candy as well... with tall built and muscular frame... yummy... (i remember the hunky handsome him in the fountain and coin show rite?, ya i just googled, its "When in Rome"! the movie starring him too which i watched not too long ago..)

Overall I liked it, their chemistry (and the fact that yes, couples are not perfect, they quarrel, its okie to be imperfect) and cutie baby Sophie..

Critics give them 3 stars, i give them 4! for both leading artistes =D

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I don't get upset over each and every piece of news but this one saddens me:

http://news.xin.msn.com/en/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4421836

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Upset me when hearing about the news of the two natural disasters in Indonesia that have resulted in the many loss of innocent lives, the Mentawai Island tsunami and the Mount Merapi volcanic eruption.

God bless.. =((