Wednesday, November 02, 2005

夜曲 Nocturne - Jay Chou

Simply love Jay! 11月的萧邦 ~ November's Chopin!!



夜曲 Nocturne - Jay Chou
*一群嗜血的螞蟻被腐肉所吸引
我面無表情看孤獨的風景
失去妳 愛恨開始分明
失去妳 還有什麼事好關心
那鴿子不再象徵和平
我終於被提醒
廣場上餵食的是禿鷹
我用漂亮的押韻形容被掠奪一空的愛情*

啊 烏雲開始遮蔽 夜色不乾淨
公園里葬禮的回音 在漫天飛行
送你的白色玫瑰 在純黑的環境凋零
烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜  
靜靜聽 我黑色的大衣 想溫暖妳
日漸冰冷的回憶 走過的走過的生命
啊~四周瀰漫霧氣
啊~我在空曠的墓地
老去後還愛你

CHORUS
#為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音
心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲很輕
我給的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥

為你彈奏蕭邦的夜曲
紀念我死去的愛情
而我為你隱姓埋名
在月光下彈琴
對你心跳的感應
還是如此溫熱親近
懷念你那鮮紅的唇印#

那些斷翅的蜻蜓 散落在這森林
而我的眼睛 沒有絲毫同情
失去你 淚水混濁不清
失去你 我連笑容都有陰影
風在長滿青苔的屋頂
嘲笑我的傷心
像一口沒有水的枯井
我用最美的字寫
描繪後悔莫急的那愛情

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Bingo!

haha.. I was drinking my bubble tea I bought from marine parade in the office when my colleagues took notice of the sealed transparent cover on it. You know the colorful sealed plastic on top of the bubbletea cup... My colleague had the one with the Sagittarius sign on it while the other had a lame (cold) joke on it.. Coincidentally, Mine (Honey Green tea =D) was the Virgo sign one! I'm Virgoan leh... kekez... there, on top of the plastic seal, it was written, suitable career path for Virgos: Accountant, Editor and Critic.. haha.... double coincidence wor! I'm in the accounts field mah! I'm in the correct path! haha ( editor n critic sounds exactly like what I want to be as well).. as I proudly presented it to my co-partner to see and purposely irritate him, asked him what I work as kiddingly, he almost flopped.. haha..

Soccer for the past few days has been fine for me (I meant Arsenal of coz!) .. I mean 3-0 for Arsenal win over Sunderland in League Cup and 1-0 over Man City in EPL is already a satisfying result to me (despite the Pires Penalty stunt he did which is so embarrassing) ..

Oh Gosh! I just read from the soccernet webbie that Henry says he will considering pull similar tricks on the penalty spot again! Can someone knock some sense into him! hahaha... haiyoh! I still love him (and the rest of the Gunners) but pls don't embarrass yourself anymore my dear!

http://soccernet.espn.go.com/news/story?id=346956&cc=4716

Monday, October 24, 2005

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


*haha... the song i like to sing sometimes

Monday, October 17, 2005

another flop

arsenal lost to west brom this weekend... sad! enough said.. too much whining is probably bad for my health... anyway It wasnt even shown, they were broadcasting other matches in the meantime.. so dont ask me what happen? how Carter scored? what Kanu did to his former club?? ... I DONT know la!... *shakes head =( no more EPL champions title le.. perhaps now can concentrate on their weakest European Champions League?? but since I already say its their weakest.. its quite unlikely.. so demoralising at such early stage of the season since there's nothing to look forward to... haiz...

I also caught the mid-night show of the Skeleton Key.. the one by Kate Hudson... there was this twist in the plot that make it quite an interesting one.. better than the Dark Water.. more depth than Corpse Bride, (the spooke is different from the typical Korean horror movie, The Red Shoes) do catch it if you are free...

Woah, I realised Ive been watch so much horror movies nowadays..

and ya... I've learned something from a show Ive been following closely... "when a person tells a lie, he/she may have embedded true emotions/ feelings in the lie" .. so dont be too upset when someone lies to u or when I lie to u? =P..

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I want a new Face

Sometimes during the weekend, at weird odd hours, I would be tuning on the SCV, browsing the TV shows for the sake of killing time & lazing around.. And I caught the "I want a New Face" on the MTV channel twice.. Its the show where they featured the people going through plastic surgeries just for the sake of looking like certain celebrities they liked or should I say WORSHIP? oh gosh! I certainly hope their intentions were to just look better/ prettier and not doing the surgery for really wanting to become THAT celebrity.. We all know its impossible right? No point imitating a star no matter how big he or she is?

Okie, Among the two I watched, One wanted to be Pamela Anderson and the other wanted to be Jennifer Aniston.. The first was already very pretty and "BIG" initially, if you know what I mean but she still is not contented enough obviously, the result = SUPER BIG.. hahaha... pointless to me!! so burden for what?? but if this helped builds her self-esteem.. by all means, I thought it was a brave attempt... The second was for Jennifer Aniston, and I really could see a minor small resemblance.. I mean the smile she has resembles Jennifer, and after going though so much various surgery and most imptly, alot of Liposuction... I thought she look great!! because she is so much slimmer n curvier.. but for the Jennifer Aniston face, she is still the same.. She still look like herself..

Conclusion: I won't consider any plastic surgery for myself.. Im contented with cosmetics..
NAH.. Only Liposuction maybe... thats if I become a Huge whale one day..

Monday, October 03, 2005

I cant stand COPYCATS

I thought I could be more positive (+ve) since its a long time since I blog but I cant help but to reprimand certain type of people ( or so called friends) here. I simply can't stand copycats anymore!!! Sorry for being so worked up & arrogant but this injustice feelings has been accumulated for sometime already! I know certain things/ trend/ or even feelings are common & not copyright , but my ideas and my style is simply my own! I WONT EVER believe out of the blue, we are always similar.. esp when u r always 1 day- 2 weeks slower ! So get ur own life & Ur own PERSONALITY for goodness sake! Its the only way to make u the pretty real true self! I wont consider u a friend if u continue copying & love to sneak around and "coincidentally" b the same in behavior and things u buy.... GO AWAY! (its more then 1 I encounter)

anyway.. =P.. jus in case my REAL friends start getting paranoid.. pls don't! I'm not talking bout U really (esp if you think U are not the type above) and also esp if you r my loved ones and I totally wouldn't mind being Siamese Twins with U, *wink wink*... (jus don't too exaggerating can?) ... But for those who don't belong in my list... I wont respect U and I reallyreallyreally hope u seek my advise ABOVE... Be yourself!...

Friday, September 16, 2005

decent surprise

As usual... during my birthday, I will feel that "Ren Jian You Wen Nuan" (direct broken translation in english: got warmth among pple) ... all my friends are so sooo nice to me.. send the well wishes & pressies to me... A very big grateful thank you to all my buddies! so thoughtful to a spoilt brat me... heheheee... But this yr, I did get a decent surprise though... =)

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

silly stunt

Went to school last night for the first Marketing class this semester.. then it turned out that classes start next week for Marketing! =( wasted trip!!!! Had already travelled all the way to Clementi! All the other classes start this week leh, why only Marketing so misleading! Haha, as usual, I blamed it on everything else but myself.. haha... no lah... I just ended up being all whine-y and stuff... Not really that bad girl lah... =P
I forgot to mention I LOVE my Psychology class! The lecturer was sooooooo good! He has this super decent tone in conducting his lecture whereby I will be so attentive and can relate so much better! okie okie, too soon to speak as its only beginning of this Semester, I will gush bout John more if he continues to be so GOOD... yeap.. John Man is the lecturer who is on top of my list at this moment... the only other lecturer I like in SIM is Mr Ting (the lecturer who mingming is super nice and responsible yet purposely wanna act out that bo-chap ah-beng style).. kekez.. hope none of them sees this....

Monday, September 12, 2005

arsenal, arsenal & still arsenal

Arsenal lost to boro wor!!!! haiz... lost 2 out of 4 games le... nerve-breaking for me at such early pt of this season... those typical dominant but cant finish kinda match... (u know those statically better yet cant score kind) haiz.... haiz... & more haiz.... I have nvr acknowledge the fact that Arsenal may be dependent on Thierry Henry, or perhaps Patrick Vieira... but after this Sat's match, I'm beginning to admit that there might be this possibility... at least definitely missing their experience n initiative...Haizzzz...... I will stick n support the Gunners no matter what! Just hope they can really do something to their defense line though...

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

herbie: fully loaded


oh ya.. i watch Herbie le.... this bug is soooooo cute..... i mean the 53 Volkswagen car lah... the playful menancing behaviour of the car made me laugh.. my partner was bored though, he say nothing much to laugh about during the entire show.... so.. Warning! definitely a "girl's" show, i mean if you have a child in ur heart lah... not really meant for men....

Friday, September 02, 2005

Superstar

Yeay! We got our own Jue Due Superstar, Kelvin Tan Wei Lian!
I'm surprised yet once again, Happy for him!
I casted 10 votes this time round and even my daddy casted 3 because we found the whole show so irritatingly bias against him! From the whole format, arrangements, guest of the show to the judges, there's no other way (besides voting) of showing him support besides throwing my TV remote control right at the TV set. I admit and really admire Kelly as I agree she's a good singer, pretty & charismatic but when the show was so obviously bias, there's no way I'm going to be make believe by them that Kelvin should not be the winner. How else would you explain for the "clearly meant for fast number & stage presence 1st round", the most inappropriate Duet arrangement of JJ Lin? (clearly in favor of a female singer to duet than a male one), even more unjustifiable comments given by certain judges and the different standard of the 2 songs they wrote for this 2 group winners... The more bias u r, the more we will support him! As simple as that! If you say its sympathy we have towards him, I tell u what... Its more than that! If you still insist its out of pity, tell you what, WHATEVER!

bad Sept???

I found my UOL examinations results from my student portal website.. It was disappointing, demoralizing, disheartening and pure dejection, but whatever it is, I know there's nothing I can changed about it and also judging from all my peers performance, I know its really tough and we could only strive harder in the next round..
School fees is a big headache for me this month, =( ... Yet I really don't know why there r friends who still think that I do have a lot of savings, which is definitely so not true! Where got enough?!?! I'm not a miser when it comes to my loved ones and myself - presents, outings & meals. I buy clothes & stuff as much as a typical woman does (if not, more!) and I pay for my own Expenses & School fees ENTIRELY.. So for me, Sept is indeed a bad month...or do I mean, a poor month!

Thursday, September 01, 2005

fengshui??

my colleague send me a fengshui calculative excel spreadsheet, you know those type where u input ur statistics and answers to their questions and they will tabulate the results? below is mine! im blessed & fortunate!

You are conservative and aggressive. You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good. You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
"16", This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
You like adventure. You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reversed.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

confessions of an heiress

I struggled to wake up on Saturday morning because I had late supper on Friday.. Watched the repeat of the show "Project Superstar" because I have missed the actual telecast ..Afterwhich I was contented listening to Wei Jian's "Liao Jie", I hurriedly rush to get out of the house in time for class. Class was horrible... super slow & superduper tough.. I literally decided to drop these two topics completely.. Mathematical/ Linear Programming.. I can't manage it at all! Not unless a miracle happen or else I had better put all my eggs in the other baskets..

My friend fetched me to Plaza Sing after class.. And we decided to just shop around since there is no movie we yearn to watch.. I also reminded myself not to purchase anymore clothing... Really had enough of them already, period that is.. We walked into Times the bookshop aimlessly as I began to roam around the unfamiliar shelves of books.. I was bored because there is nothing I intend to buy from there, I can't possibly grab a novel as I have no time and excess money for one.. After much roaming, I went to my favorite biography section, a book caught my eyes, "Confession of An Heiress" by Paris Hilton, yes.. this is that gal (of "The Simple Life") who tons of people deemed as being the Rich bitch aka Super Spoilt Barbiedoll Bimbo who had written this piece in 2004, with an indeed sexy attractive pinky hardcover. (I know this book had been there for a long while already but this is the first time I actually took an interest to it)

I took my time browsing... flipping page to page, seeing what she can offer me, definitely a lot of BarbieDolls-liked photos of her, all glamorous & dropdead gorgeous... I love, love and absolutely LOVE looking at pretty babes! She's quite versatile actually because she look good in both short cuts n long hair..with exaggerating makeup or without... A piece of advice is for you to read this book lightheartedly, then the contents won't be exactly as terrible & bimboistic as you thought. At least you should try to be abit more generous with this privileged heiress...she who truly believes in herself.. loves & takes real care of her dog, Tinkerbell, one who ain't afraid to flaunt her wealth & status, lastly, one who aint afraid to try things an heiress shouldn't..
There are also some entertaining things that only she could put it across, she believes heiress cant be seen without a GOOD looking boyfriend.. so the book also features some of her ex-bf Nick Carter's photos with her.. She thinks that men are into Stomach, which explains why she always flaunting her midriffs... She also loves wearing Tiaras, and this is one I truly admit that even I wouldn't mind doing the same, if only given her privileges or maybe just once in awhile..


Ok, enough review given for this old book (in case people now deemed me as one of those readers with low self-esteem, I'm not, okay?! I'm also not a huge fan of her) and in case u r wondering, of course I didn't buy this book! But I'm surprised that she and I actually have one small thing in common, haha, it is the page where she listed the guys she find charming & sexy, Jude Law! Brad Pitt! Johnny Depp! Same taste same taste definitely! hahaha...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

genting trip

Im abit late in posting the details of the Genting trip but late is better than never right?... kekez... We took a late-night coach there so I spent the first nite on my coach seat figuring the best way to doze off without breaking or sprainning my neck & legs.. pretty uncomfortable as I keep fidgeting and tossing throughout the bumpy ride. We reached our destination at about 4am+ .. We all are feeling so lethargic yet we can't checked in our hotel til 12pm... haha.. believe it or not but this is to save a day's costs.. So we chose the best alternative to kill time, eat and gamble away the spare time on hand...
We ate McDonald' there and surprise... surprise, their Mac have no Pancakes for breakfast.

=( we gals look at the menu disgustedly.. I pity the young kids over there! hahaha... Then after breakfast we go to the Firstworld Casino straight away... Its my first time there and Im quite fascinated by the number of Jackpot machines and gambling tables they have... the guard checked my passport wor but I blamed it wholly on my big red studious spectacle Im wearing...haha... Later on, we explore around the casino for the two days and NOPE!!! I have no beginner's luck at all! =( *1000 ... I spent almost all my ringgits feeding those greedy jackpot machines over there and the only pathetic souvenirs I got from the trip was my two Pinky shoes I bought at the Vinci store there... haha.. and oh ya, I almost forgot to mention I ate bout 6-7 meals there on an average!... Desperately need to cut down weight now... certainly , I noticed it takes a day for me to put on weight and it takes > a yr to cut it back... Conclusion: never pig out else u might regret..

*im abit lazy to draft more details on the trip.. haha..

Friday, August 19, 2005

superstar update

Im getting too busy to update my blog wor, then I realised I started blogging when the EPL season I religiously followed was over n my year end exams also ended in the same period.. No wonder getting too slack in blogging becoz soccer season started again & tiring classes also r back haunting me... hahaha... excuses.. anyway tomolo I'm going Genting le so I better update my blog now else wil be more than two days later liao..
Last nite was the finals of the Superstar show for the male & female category! Shocked wor! Kelvin (Weilian) won the Male category.. so happy for him!! I thought he wil lose for sure because it seems like he is against all odds... I even weep tears of joy for him so touched n overwhelmed with joy... yeapyeap! Im also very happy Ive found my tears finally!!! Long time nvr shed tears already! yesterday I was quite contented to let my emotions run.... I was so worried that I have no more tears left because I wouldn't want to be that kind of person...
This weekend got another big match wor.. Chelsea vs My Arsenal.. dont know whether Genting I can find place to watch or not.... haizz.....

Sunday, August 14, 2005

not a good review

I managed to catch the movie "The Maid" this time round, friday mid-night show, with proper planning and booking so we got away with good seats.. =) contented... I'm not good at giving movie reviews, but I say its not as good as anticipated, the sudden loud shrieking sound effects and ghastly scenes were indeed frightening to some, but for me, the ploy was obviously frictional cum too deliberate..
Arsenal won 2-0 against Newcastle in their first Premiereship match today! yEy! New home currant-colored jersey (I also saw the yellow new away kit) and the last season in Highbury stadium! Its still weird seeing no Viera in mid-field for us (with our new skipper, smart & cunning Thierry Henry), but we will continue to growing from strength to strength! Go Fabregas! Go Ljungberg! Although we did fumble in the Community shield last week against the Blues, but I'm not worried, we kept good possession and dominance so I think the season 2005/06 ahead could still be a good one for us..

Thursday, August 11, 2005

can someone get me this?

Although I have alrdy drop the idea of buying my car... butbut i suppose daydreaming is still alrite.. right? My ideal car would be the Honda Jazz white or silver.. but recently another one caught my eyes.. This Suzuki Swift! Can someone please please please get me this car?? hahahaha =D

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

National Day

Today is our Nation's 40th Birthday... So..Happy National Day Singapore! *throws some orchids in the air for drama effect.. Haha..
Delighted that today is Public holiday aka Rest & Slack day for me...
Yesterday..Monday.. Went to work.. my Auditors are in town! so definitely some document compilation has to be done for them, inevitable.. Then headed to my MSM class in school.. listened to the lecturer rattles on & on when Bernice, Xueting & me are already in the holiday mood, then I went to catch the midnight movie, Land of the Dead with my friend. We actually intended to watch another movie, The Maid, but because I didn't replied his invitation on time, the tickets were sold out! According to him, everywhere in Singapore were sold out! haha... so it gave him the chance to grumble and blamed it all on my late reply.. haha.... But I got my excuses . First, I wasn't sure whether after my classes at 10pm, I would be too lethargic to watch the movie, right? And also I was busy, I have to hunt for my auditor's stuff first before I could knock off in time for school so I simply forgot to reply him... Anyway his brother decided on Land of The Dead for us when actually I was considering Charlie & the Chocolate Factory... Having not much expectations on this film as I haven't heard of it beforehand, I find it quite interesting.. Its about this enclosed fenced area/ town of all Dead people (or zombies with inactive brains) roaming around, all looking horrible and bloody disgusting, how they might escape to the living urban city..how some heros attempt to guard the ground and keep them within their zone.. and there were ample brutal scenes of Eating and Tearing living humans etc (its only rated M-18, so its not that bad) ... I'm not going to disclose the storyline here but I think it's quite a decent movie you can consider to watch.. to me, it also reflects on how some living human beings can be eventually as disgusting & loathsome as the dead actually... because of the word "greed"..

http://www.landofthedeadmovie.net/htdocs/lotd.html

Sunday, August 07, 2005