Life As We Know It

Caught this movie in the weekend.. by Katherine Heigl and Josh Duhamel.

I can say by now, me and my dearest are fans of Katherine Heigl, she is just so pretty and easy on the eyes.. funny and all.. it is like her every movie, we have went to support it in the cinema these days... and the genre of movies she chose to act is like: always romantic comedies... my fave genre!

and Josh Duhamel!! surprise! was even funnier and eye candy as well... with tall built and muscular frame... yummy... (i remember the hunky handsome him in the fountain and coin show rite?, ya i just googled, its "When in Rome"! the movie starring him too which i watched not too long ago..)

Overall I liked it, their chemistry (and the fact that yes, couples are not perfect, they quarrel, its okie to be imperfect) and cutie baby Sophie..

Critics give them 3 stars, i give them 4! for both leading artistes =D

=(

I don't get upset over each and every piece of news but this one saddens me:

http://news.xin.msn.com/en/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4421836

=(
Upset me when hearing about the news of the two natural disasters in Indonesia that have resulted in the many loss of innocent lives, the Mentawai Island tsunami and the Mount Merapi volcanic eruption.

God bless.. =((

Guide to a better life

POINTS ON HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE

Personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:
15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything
24. Do the right things
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
27. The best is yet to come
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.

to maintain a r/s?

from the ladies pt of view, we need constant TLC...tender loving care... constant!
and also some sweet little surprises or romantic elements now and then, I'm easy to please! cant say the same about the rest the ladies and all...

how about men? (roars: TELL ME????)
basic thing i find that, we ladies, should be good listeners.. sometimes when men got their woes, they need a decent listener to be supportive and care for them...

another thing is to keep up with your looks and appearance, not every guy need that.. but some men are... merely shallow.. like it or not, maintaining your appearance keeps them from straying also...

then then then: to give and take... stop complaining so much, but must talk and communicate often, sweet nothings advisable =) !

then most imptly, activities together! passion drives passionate passion! muahahhaa
talking more and more senseless... this is just super brief k... no time today! to go deep into such an interesting topic, alotalot of elements and levels one k?... Me ain't love guru either... =)..

one day after my post on couples splitting (look at my last post), msn also do a coverage today! such coincidence..

here goes:

http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/en/celebrity/buzz/asia/photos.aspx?cp-documentid=4410583

men and women can both be heartless

last nite I met up with my uni friends which inspired me to today's question..
Why do relationship flames die off?

what happened was: my friend was telling me her friend's story... (really not my story!!!) Can't tell names to protect innocent parties whom I don't even actually know..

This Guy A, his girlfriend of 10 years who he proposed to, and already shared to buy a condo with, bought wedding package with, runs away!... yes! the girl friend aka wife-to-be run away with another guy... =(
okie, it's not literally run away but something like walk off from the relationship overnight (or over a few days etc).. a ten-years relationship! cant be compared to this new guy, who apparently could be a little more attractive as this thirdparty is an Italian guy..
I feel sad for Guy A not as a friend (coz I dunno him mah) but as a stranger listening to his story... why is that woman so heartless!?!??! I thought only men are capable of such things?

so moral of the story is, both guys and girls are capable of being heartbreakers and total bullies... why a 10-yr relationships flame would just die off like that?? and not like our parents era of "happily ever afters?"

okie maybe i should make less of a hoohaa since they are like not even married yet (but still TEN YEARS leh! -_-") and couples do bond and break easily before marriage.. BUT..
Why are there so many married couples breaking up too!! like latest Courtney Cox and David Arquette and Christina Aguilera and her husband etc and lots more?

they were like soooooo much in love once rite? everyone of them and also everyone of us
so how do we keep the flame going on strong?

Make it a point my dearest friends... Every relationship should be carefully managed, no matter long or short, married or not.. put our best efforts and foot in consistently, don't neglect and we will have lesser regrets...
I used to have a very naive thinking that as long as 2 person both love each other and make a point to keep a relationship going, it will all worked out eventually rather magically or easily.. but at "modern days" like this, where there are simply too much 3rd 4th 5th 6th...7th...factors.. I have to admit I'm too traditional and naive (stupid) for this love game... nothing is impossible and anything can happen..
(of course, do not start being over-doubtful or overbearingly concern or suspicious or careful lah, scary leh!)

more on this topic til then...

Love the way you lie - Eminem

Top of my playlist... for sometime alrdy.. oh! i can only do Rihanna's part.. hahaha

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
That's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
That's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' pain
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fckkin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
It's So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the rage that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Realize that compromises must be made and that people need to make some adjustments in terms of expectations and boundaries. This is the only way to have a harmonious pairing at this time.

thank god (for yes.. you know i know dont need everyone to know)... grateful for the good news... =)
I better be more grateful for the little little things in my life... yes!... for every nice angels around me..

Toooooo many Sep photos.... but jus post 1 each... hahaha lazyness

my celebration with the ladies...my birthday itself!

Angie's wedding!

Baby's birthday...

don't worry...i didn't went missing.. I'm still fine and around... but Sept is such a busy (and spending) month that I didn't even have time for updates... here comes October 1st! (and Sept shares of photos soon)... Hope everyone will have a fantastic last quarter of the year too!... shall try to post the Sept photos this weekend hopefully!
XOXO..

Just the way you are - Bruno Mars

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don’t see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she’d let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She’s so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you’re searching for
Then just stay the same

So don’t even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you’re amazing
Just the way you are

Sept is a spending, busy but happy month!

the title- that explains my lack of posting ya?




Every one's birthday is in Sept! =) including yours truly...
"my sweetheart bought me a sweetheart"

gotta buy nice pressies for my 2 love ones... my bro and my baby


then bought the Iphone 4G for myself! muahhaha.. my birthday k? of coz can pamper myself rite?...some more is re-contract pricing (ya my Iphone 3 is 2-yrs old lu!)... so got discount k..



then there is Angie's wedding and Felicia's baby shower... spend spend spend


then then there is mooncake (mid autumn) festival.. spend spend spend...


then my follow-up appt with the skin doctor... so so so... here i am... BROKE (once again)! but happy!

Lovelove everyone! shall post some photos when those events are over...

unriddle last epi tonight

wow! look at my 20th August post.. I'm a genius and guessed the whole plot already way back then!.. muahahha... *proud*
I guess that's why i excel in phoenix wright and love shows like that! pls employ me to write stories and drama!

okieokie enough of my nonsense... sorry folks!!!...

rude comments

I have to agree... this lady is getting uglier and uglier..

yes... Jolin Tsai... majority on the image... yes the way she portrays herself

who is this Filipino lady?

yes... flaunt ur asset... her nice mid drift but hell... ugly attire... ugly colors too... even I can do better, Jolin... becoz i would nvr use that 2 outfits

it irks me that some people try too hard... yet they just don't know when to stop and wake up and take notice of the adverse effects...

yes I'm talking bout how she wants to prove she's on the ball and as stylish as Ayumi Hamasaki perhaps? or however stylish she is.. backfire lah... snares..

her latest music video image... slightly better... but still... try to hard to flaunt her assets... its not really asset now since she diet too extreme... too skinny.. so ugly!

so I be fair and try hard to find and present to u her "bestest" latest image so far...

wow!!! pretty!!! yes yes... I agree.. very pretty... but hor... FML lah! .. so fake... please compare this pic with the last pic... boob size varies 1-2 cups.. then hor pls continue to compare the last pic with the baby-fats Jolin 10 yrs back... boob size varies another 2-3 cups... wah liew!!! from Cup A to Cup G? this is what i meant: TRY TOO HARD!

What is she thinking? she used to be as flat as Stephanie Sun... I can't be wrong coz I used to like her and read news bout how she and Stephanie share tips to enhance the bust because theirs are simply too small (she's from my Era and was in person in Temasek Poly once to promote her album so no way I'm wrong k?) and would have continued to like her if she isn't trying soooo hard... but all this bust enhancing is OVERBOARD and disgusts me.. who is she trying to kid? Plastic surgery right?... if not.. put so much cushions ah?? please! put cushions also must put moderate capacity mah...doesn't even fit her frame size (height and weight) don't put so much can?... teach all the youngsters the wrong things man... bad influence (silently)... trying to be a sex symbol/goddess ah? I rather go for naturals like Shu Qi or Vivian Hsu..... yucks u!! please wear more clothes and stop showing those fake boobs or padded breasts ~ "long kou"

For the above reasons... I stayed with the Natural Stephanie Sun and not with her... I do like some of her songs, do like her in the beginning of her career and agrees she can sing and dance well... but I don't like her character or the way she bring (portrays) herself nowadays (ya and her infamous diet habits and princess-y temper)... again... simply because she TRIED TOO HARD to be a true "DIVA"..

p/s: sorry for repeating so many TRY TOO HARDs... im trying so hard to prove my point too =p

Step Up 3 and Rick Malambri

oh!.. I watched Step up 3 over the weekend le.. its nice! much better then the "childish" Street dance... hahhaa plot and standard about the same as Step Up 2... i watched in 2D... eh eh that main lead who plays Luke - Rick Malambri hor... resemble my Arsenal Captain - Fabregas leh... muahhahaa see see! okie lah... im not saying they are splitting image lah... but somehow the "air" seems the same leh...
hahahaha


This is Rick Malambri

Below 3 is Cesc Fabregas.............

hahahha same or not? okieokie... maybe the similarity is just to me...

muahaha... Fabregas is actually a smaller size version lah.. since hes younger and shorter..... So ya.. Rick is cuter... hahaha but both i drool k? =)

Unriddle

heyhey... for the Unriddle show at weekdays ch8 9pm by Rui En hor... my guess for the ultimate mean guy (BADDIE!) is Andie Chen Bang Jun(De wei).. that Xiao man's subordinate!! Cannot be Tay Ping Hui (Yu ze) one lah... all evidence pointing to him... where got so stupid if im him... leave so much trail behind...

heh.. i got no inside info hor... purely by guess one... coz even Iweekly also not yet written that part... iweekly havent last episode yet.. so if im correct im a genius k? if im not then.. too bad! its my own plot then.. muahahaha

Muahahha why i guess Andie (De Wei in the show) ah? coz he keep foiling up and being rash loh... being rash is to silent people only... not true rash... then keep saying its tay ping hui he saw etc, all those is to misled the police... hes the ultimate baddie!! and probably son of Chen Tian wen?

im a pig! Click on my picture and read my tweet =P

oh ya... Step up 3 is not Street Dance... 2 different movies, think someone confused and mislead me thinking it was the same... kekez... so I havent watch Step Up 3 yet..

short post again :)

over the weekend... ... I went... erm.. ya... Zouk!
hahahhaa
its at $30 for guys $25 for ladies i think... didnt pay for it so not very sure... Citibank creditcard holders get $10 off i think..

anyway... I dont like the music wor..can barely groove along... tried hard.. and i feel super over-aged in there... all the xiao meimeis and xiao di dis.. seems typical from polys or unis... old old me!!!
if u like angmos.. maybe can go check it out... got a number of ang mo guys picking ladies to accompany them thru the night.. I think la.. and ladies pls protect urself.. pls do not attempt to look for bfs there and say I teach one ah...i didn't.. i don't prefer angmos... I'm fine with asians... but I'm not against going into proper r/s with angmos lah.. those SPGs... okie lah... very open minded.. as long as one is happy.. who cares what u preference is..

okie on Sunday I watched Street Dance.. which is Step Up part 3... hmmm... average film.. no surprises... if u like to watch dance moves.. ... then of coz dont miss it lah... oh i didn't watch the 3D version... just the 2D one... heh... ya and ate the Korean BBQ Chicken... not too bad but too costly..

that sums up my boring weekend... :)

Seven hours the magic number for sleep: study

for the sake of my fellow readers:

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20100801/tls-health-science-sleep-heart-stroke-aeafa1b.html

pls remember to sleep 7 hrs per day...

hahhahha currently im clocked at around 5-6 hrs in weekdays, 8-10 hours in the weekends..
need to work at one more hour more everyday..

how about you?

24th July 8pm ~ loves ~ Jay Chou The Era 2010 World Tour

let pictures do the talking!

i crave....

ah chew dessert! when am i going back to eat it again? think tis was taken 3-4 weeks ago.. how bout this weekend? hmmmm...

not so easy... weekends always fly dont know got time to drop by anot...

still got Jay's concert!! =D

totally random part 2!

heh heh.. I find jotting short thoughts and senseless stuffs so breezy... so here comes part 2!! muahahhaa (continued from last post yesterday)

(1) TGIF! hahahha 2pm! my TGIF feel finally came... this morning, still stressed and exhausted... say no TGIF mood.. now it came! *smiles sheepishly*

(2) in case u got me wrong, I got support Elvin's 9pm show hor... just find the Felicia's part, DYT's part all damn boring..

(3) I have to go buy my shampoo in Orchard Ion every time coz only Sephora has it.. just bought one bottle yesterday =/

(4) my eyelashes are so long now that I can't wear sunglasses... hahhaa... of coz its the fake eyelashes lah!

(5) My colleague suddenly reminded me of my urge to travel after telling me her honeymoon plans... I also want a holiday plan! don't have one leh... (take note is holiday plan not holiday.. just plan first even if its far far later on also shiok)

(6) I don't camwhore often... in fact, no camwhore at all *smiles sheepishly again*... this is one rare occasion: (ah ya yes, for you only! =D.. not photo-shopped, no edits, no perfect makeup, no fancy attire & accessories, no professional camera...hmm just rubbish me)

(7) I think true friends should really care & feel happy for other people, as in for their goodfriends... some self-centred pple forgot about this sometimes... when u share good news or happy things with them.. they either (i) put you down, (ii) start comparing it with themselves or (iii) become madly envious and start copying what u did or start gossiping bout it. But True Friends won't behave that way. They will really be happy for you :) from the bottom of the heart,.... I would be.

(8) sometimes when I get very worn out, fatigued and dizzy, I'm afraid i would die of some freak accident like one in the movie, Final Destination.. ya, it would be more freaky if I'm really that careless and it happened and u guys read this.. hahhaa (choi... good luck to me)

(9) when will IPhone 4 be in Singapore? Should I get it on the first day launched here or later?? IPad should get???

totally random

since I'm totally lazy to proper-blog and there's also nothing much to blog in depth about... I decided to jot down TOTALLY RANDOM thoughts and super short notes instead...

hahhaaha... it is going to make no sense k? ZERO sense... so don't ask..

(1) Post WorldCup blues!! nothing to look forward to...

=( oh! except Jay's Concert! hehheh... eh eh... got Jay's signatory session leh... should i go??? so old liao lazy queue leh... but Jay leh... hmmm hmmm *ponders*

(2) dont know where all the currypuffs auntie and abang went... how come no longer there when I need them?? *craves*

(3) sometimes I really want a baby! but i don't wanna bear one... looks tough! but i want my own, not adopt one!~! *helpless*

(4) this normal Nescafe 3-in-one is damn sweet... why? next time pls buy the low sugar (low fat) one?

(5) I don't like the 9pm swimming show... the Felicia Chin one... very boring!! Even Ann kok, Eelyn kok and Cynthia koh that show is more appealing... I reckon the only reason I catch glimpses of it now and then is because of Elvin or the other Malaysian girl.. Meiling is her name, is it??

(6) I think I'm becoming a vain pot all because of my baby... I mean he really cares for looks.. the superficial stuffs.. ya and got lots of criticisms (not to me lah)... making me so conscientious too.. All his fault k? I'm not this vain last time.. =(

(7) spree spree spree!..... should I join?? tempted to spend AGAIN...

(8) Polariods! loves!

Congratulations Spain! Glory Glory! Glory!

With Spain triumphing for the first time yesterday 12th July as the World Cup Champions 2010, WC has come to an end...

Mad Happy and Congratulations to them!
From the nervy start of a lost to the Swiss to much improvements like the edging over Giants Germany and the boring but rough Dutch... They are a deserving side! We love to see their passes and their controlling the most... Although the team has scored the least compared to past Champions, I still find this Spain team exciting and the best...

Casillas, Alonso, Xavi, Villa, Torres, Iniesta, Ramos, Puyol, Pique, Fabregas... U guys are all my favorites! Love Spaniards!!!


Cesc Fabregas:
"I had a text message of congratulations from Arsene Wenger. He said I deserve it. I just think this is for everyone at Arsenal who helped me get to where I am now. I am an Arsenal player and proud to be."

aiyoh so touching... then please stay at Gunners k? don't fickle anymore..




Been chasing EVERY BRAZIL AND SPAIN MATCH... now no more... depressing..
okie la... at least Spain won... so I got no regrets... =D
I got no doubts about them winning the Dutch... If u watched them play against Germany, their composed passing and tackles is much better then the Netherlands. Maybe that's why the Dutch end up keep kicking the player's legs instead.. so rough and irritating! Orbi for your 8 yellow cards and 1 red card!

No more FIFA World Cup... got to wait 4 yrs! Post WC blues!!! No more football kaki, World cup calendar, 230am matches... Sighz!!!!

QUARTERFINALS!

Brazil v Netherlands
Uraguay v Ghana
Argentina v Germany
Paraguay v Spain

who is ur favourite??

My prediction:
Brazil
Ghana
Argentina
Spain

My preference:
Brazil
Uraguay
Germany
Spain

Good luck to Brasil and Espana!!!

World Cup fever continues...

Been so busy with the world cup... no time to blog wor... why? supporting Brasil and Espana loh!

Such a cute brazilian player below how can I not support? =P

hahhaha jokes aside.. thats Ashton Kutcher.. not the real Kaka... real kaka also as cute k? Idol drools!

my other love from Spain, besides Torres and Fabregas:

the very skillful and cool Villa

okie... now that Brazil has sail though Chile smoothly.. its time for the Dutch! eeekkksss! against also my fav Van Persie and Van de Vaart!!!.... hahaha.. may the better team wins! I predict it will be Brazil based on the performance last night against Chile and Netherlands against Slovakia... Netherlands was boring and kinda helpless in the match... esp the beginning... not threatening at all... but Slovakia was even worse... so fair result for Netherlands to march on... but facing the Brazil team which becomes stronger and stronger after each match.. unless Brazil gets too complacent or Netherlands pull some tactics.. I predict Brazil can edge them..

3-2!!! nonono... no that i predict a 3-2 scoreline...it was a result of a past match that left an impression in me deeply... I remembered it was a World Cup Match duno from 1994 or 1998 (semis or quarter finals)... where I watched Brazil vs Netherlands with almost a heart attack... super exciting and close match... great match both attacking teams which I think Brazil won by 3-2.. barely... I was supporting Brazil as 1st fav and Holland as 2nd fav then... and then they met and produced that best fixture... I hope this time round... the same sort of exciting competition would happened =) (and maybe secretly hopefully Brazil can triumph) muahahaha

Stress Management

Stress Management


A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn’t matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it."

"If I hold it for a minute, that’s not a problem If I hold it for an hour, I’ll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you’ll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it’s the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes."

He continued, "And that’s the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won’t be able to carry on."

"As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we’re refreshed, we can carry on with the burden."

"So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don’t carry it home. You can pick it up tomorrow. Whatever burdens you’re carrying now, let them down for a moment if you can."

"Relax; pick them up later after you’ve rested. Life is short Enjoy it!"





And then he shared some ways of dealing with the burdens of life:

1. Accept that some days you’re the pigeon, and some days you’re the statue.

2. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them.

3. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it.

4. Drive carefully. It’s not only cars that can be recalled by their maker.

5. If you can’t be kind, at least have the decency to be vague.

6. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.

7. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.

8. Never buy a car you can’t push.

9. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won’t have a leg to stand on.

10. Nobody cares if you can’t dance well. Just get up and dance.

11. Since it’s the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late.

12. The second mouse gets the cheese.

13. When everything’s coming your way, you’re in the wrong lane.

14. Birthdays are good for you. The more you have, the longer you live.

15. You may be only one person in the world, but you may also be the world to one person.

16. Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once.

17. We could learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, some are pretty and some are dull. Some have weird names, and all are different colours, but they all have to live in the same box.

18. A truly happy person is one who can enjoy the scenery on a detour.

yippeeee... last nite... Brazil vs Ivory Coast.. Brazil improved and did well.. 3-1! hahaha i didt judge them entirely by the scoreline but the overall performance.. Brazil's passes were good... defense look solid.. chances created was more.. more dangerous shots on goal...more enjoyable to watch... really did much better than in the 1st match against North Korea, so they totally deserve this win :)))))

it's a 2.30am match again.... so having to work on the bright (blue) monday.. i didnt completed watching the whole game so I didn't see Kaka being sent off... hahaha when they are alrdy 3-0 up, I was happy enough and K.Oed (sleep)...

Hope the same improvement spell works for Spain squad as well.... start using Cesc Fabregas perhaps! =))))

im back!!!

my exam was on last Tuesday... was busybusybusy but now I'm back & better!!!
okie la.. better as in mood better!

World Cup for me only started on 15th Jun due to the exam paper... so meaning yes... I did miss a few matches at the beginning... but no prob! ever since then, Ive been watching and breathing World Cup =)))))

I think a part of everyone would always love to see some upsets & wanna support the underdogs... which explains why I'm still feeling the difference and missing Sweden very much... why they couldn't qualify?? why? pls tell me why??? Now im left with no underdogs to support!!... sighz!... so back to those highly-favoured teams to support... but it actually irks me if my fav teams are everyone else's favourite too (oh dear I do always like to be different) or pple deemed me as supporting strong sides only... well im not supporting them on the basis they are stronger teams hor! I've been sticking to those teams which I supported way back since the last few world cups on various reason then and their football and style really entertained me more, which appeals to me la...and their players I actually recognise and adore... my favourite 3 still no change yet.. despite their lousy performances, I believe and hope they can pull up their socks and perform better at their 2nd and 3rd Group matches! Ganbatte neh! More reviews later on after more matches... so bad to review them badly after just 1 match rite..and I believe I have grumbled enough on Facebook already... hahaha

"Killer" weekend

As promised with Ashton, I went to watch Killers during the weekend on Sat.. hahhaa... one-party promise that is..

anyway... I had a small misfortune.. totally wasted 20bucks!.. what happened was: we went to book online wanting to watch at Orchard Cineleisure.. while my baby did the booking and selection of seats and I offered to pay with my cc.. so after he made the selection, I just went blindly ahead to key in my cc details to pay... who knows to my dismay, the confirmation details reflected AFTER I entered was Movie: A Night at Elm's Street!
(hahahaa sadly, later on we realised it's becoz when he press the back button, he didn't select the movie correctly... bleah!) We wanted to reverse the situation by going down to exchange.. but the online seating plan reads that Cineleisure is almost already fully booked for Killers.. so I doubt theres any seat for exchange.. therefore we had no choice but to part with my $20 sadly while baby paid for the move somewhere else becoz I so badly wanted to watch Killers only =P... we booked at a real ulu place with seats... Causeway point!!!!
hahhahahaa never been there for ages! ULU cinema!
*back to Killers*
Ashton is sooooooooo gorgeous that my eyes was glued to the screen every min for that 102mins.. hahaha.. I liked it and surprisely, we also find Katherine Helgl hot! I mean during the ugly truth.. she was so-so but she looked amazing in this one with all the different hairstyles and bras... haha.. the plot was so-so lah but these 2 stars, the romance-comedy sparkles & the humourous but reality bicker between the couple made it worthly to watch... For ashton and katherine I would give the movie a full 5 stars.. haha.. otherwise 3 stars then..

saw this somewhere... so share with u! =)

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them.'

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever, even ham radio. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Sex And The City 2

you saw it coming.. did you?

hahaha I mean if u know me well... u would have known that I completed all the past seasons of SATC dvds, I am a fan! and therefore I had to do this review.. haha... I simply had to! after watching SATC 2...

Just caught it last nite with one of my bestie.. She prefers SATC 1 movie... but I like this second one more than the first movie.. I don't exactly remember the whole SATC 1 plot but vaguely, about a disastrous wedding between Big and Carrie.. I think this sequel is more light-hearted and funnier... more topics like motherhood, menopause, new marriage woes, career crisis.. the focus is less on the EMO side of individual girls (esp Carrie Bradshaw) which cracked me up more.. well... after a hard day's work on a Thursday evening... reunion with the ladies sauciness, confidence and joke is so much better than seeing too much of Carrie's indecisiveness and freaking out (tearing).. i mean ya... if u want those sensitive emo portion... go watch the dvds of the past seasons...a 2 hour movie cannot capture as much sensitive details then a full complete season, so I love the "sparks" of this movie by putting everything in place in a quicker pace than dragging it too long... for this movie, I really like Samantha's upfront candidness and outspoken character! shes my fav in this movie...bravo to this 52 menopause lady!

u know, throughout the past HBO seasons and 2 movies.. my favourite character move from Charlotte to Samantha then Carrie then back to Samantha..

actually all the 4 ladies are great! distinct cum attractive.. including Miranda.. thus this further justify my character and taste change now and then... that is why when each lady relate to me at different times.. my taste differs and fluctuate each time.. I grow up with the ladies! I love them! =)

Cheers to Friendship, Cheers to Fashion, Cheers to all women!

all the leading women in our own pretty lives! =D

" Dearest Logan,

It's been more than 10 years since the day the feelings for u first developed, I wouldn't even exactly call it love, since it was never mutual.. you are always special, not the most handsome, nor kindest, hmm nor nicest but pure special.. in its own little way.. which can never be explained.. the moments with you deeply buried in the heart, as sweetest memories which can bring a smile whenever I think of it.. a sweet treasure chest.. it is the past.. already put behind.. it never really bothers me who you are with presently or who is your special one.. as long as u are doing good.. and happy.. in distance or not..I don't care.. it doesn't matter... in fact... i hope u are doing more than good.. and happier than happy.. in every aspect!

but for the first time, I really really wish those silly feelings can go away.. permanent.. period! It's ..it's...it's.. it's not special anymore.. can you please ask your new love and you to get out of my dreams.. it's bloody irritating and irking!... if she is nice and all, I would have been happy for you.. like "Faith"... nice, angelic and pleasant.. butbutbut I'm seriously worried you are asking for trouble.. and this worry is so bloody unexplainable, immature, unrealistic and stupid..
Therefore, please please please please please... go away...

Thanks.. =)

Yours Sincerely,
Stacey "

World Cup Celebration

Bebeto: Brazil vs. Holland (1994)
It is a well-known fact that footballers like to procreate, so someone was always going to celebrate the birth of their child after scoring a goal. Leave it to the Brazilians to make it look good though, as striker Bebeto brought the 'cradle-rocking' celebration to the world's attention. Having netted against Holland in the quarter-finals, Bebeto ran to the touchline to be joined by teammates Romario and Mazinho before they all started to rock an imaginary baby in tribute to the striker's potency (on and off the pitch). Some have tried to mirror him since - Jermaine Jenas to name one - but no-one has come close to pulling it off with such aplomb

quote frm:
http://soccernet.espn.go.com/world-cup/columns/story?id=790168&cc=3888&ver=global

There, then 1994.. the exact worldcup i first started watching and cheering for brazil =). was 12 then... and mind u.. i pick brazil way before the finals.. not after they won..

Bebeto, Romario, Taffereal, Dunga = my heros
its amazing the football they play.. no other teams can match them then.. Cafu.. Roberto Carlos...Rivaldo, Ronaldo and Ronaldihno.. somehow similar also..

now the brazil team, after 2 cycles.. i admit i dun have that much passion and attachment anymore.. i still love Kaka!!!.. and with (mighty =D) Dunga as the team coach.. let's hope the sambal magic can retain somehow and my passion will come back... goodluck team Brazil!

ohoh ppooooor sweden not qualified =(

another team to cheer for this worldcup...
Spain! with Cesc Fabregas and Fernando Torres... need i say more why?
hahahhaa

hahahaha and lastly...
last world cup when i turn to root for Italy after the early exit of brazil and sweden.....
hahaha.. Team Italy! sad to say... the (super cute) skilled Italian players I liked are more or less retiring or retired since last world cup... over their prime... if they can still balance up and maintain... i will still support them..

1,2,3 teams! go go go ole ole ole!

oh ya world cup channel subscribed! $70+ bucks (kachang!) gone! hope got time (& energy) to watch... hahaha

Congratulations to our Table-tennis world champ team

Feng Tian Wei

think one-two years back, I blogged bout this woman Feng Tian Wei... uprising star then... impressive performance.. great composure and skills..

Now..today... proven herself.. lead the Singapore women's team to world table tennis triumph.. Salute!

is not that i don't wanna blog in "contents".. but its because sometimes i really wonder who read my blog and i dun wan 1 person to read and know me from here.. its creepy... and ya I'm referring to one person in particular... that's why I'm avoiding to go "in depth" at times.. but heck la... now come to think of it...shouldn't let 1 person affect me on blogging.. that 1 person may gave up reading it liao so lets update here more k?

I don't really know why but from somewhere along this year.. I suddenly feel OLD... like exhausted old... like old "old"... u know what i mean? ;P
it's nothing to do with my good friends being married or having babies... i don't think others can ever affect me... I'm too 'individualist" & never the type to compare and compete but perhaps guess its the mentality changed over years over incidents.. shrugs... suddenly i remembered in my teens.. i told Wanqing / Maggie I wanna get married at/by 24.. marry young have kids young settle young... but look!.. for 4 yrs.. i don't really care that it didn't happen..
but now it came back???? Maybe? hahaha... its too late anyway...

things don't actually always happen the way we plan rite? i should be at the peak of my happy career too? but am I? dreams change too!

let's be practical... but keep moving.. towards our innate self.. and quit measuring, quit judging... get rid of that old shell.. 10 yrs down the road.. where would I be? not the way i plan now for 10 years later? may not be a bad thing after all =)

from all rants no photos to all photos no words.. hahaa im extreme!

extremely lazy! muahahhaa

okokok will blog more later....

cant wait! my fave ASHTON KUTCHER =))))))


KILLERS ~ out June 3rd

at our fav jappy place these days =)

my all time favourite =)

at Coffee Club last week

at West Coast Jappy restaurant =)

I'm so bored that I decided to blog random rants here...
hahaha... my blog is not a movie review webbie anyway so let's revert abit for today..

been spending lots and lots of $$$ buying clothes online... hahaha.. those kawaii models made those dresses so appealing that I simply buy and buy and buy!... hahaha short goal for May.. no more buying (for this month at least)!!

happy node for the day: Tomorrow's Friday! hahhahaa can rest and relax peacefully!
afterwhich, gotta start EXAM revision soon! and spend more bucks on revision class -_-"
Dont know why Kaplan's revision class are so darn expensive.. $302 for 6 lessons leh! EX hor?? **grumbles like no tomorrow**

How have u been?

sometimes I think I'm a very shallow person... because it just take little little superficial things to cheer/perk me up easily... perhaps a piece of chocolate, a sundae, a sms or just a little touch..heh heh.. so I'm looking forward to Mcdonalds tonight to lighten up my spirits for the day... hahaha.. is not that i got a hot date at fast food hor.. is because I've got evening class thats why can go da bao.. haha

I wish this "shallowness" is actually positive and can last k?... becoz I change all the time!... my mentality, my perceptions, my taste and of coz my mood.. hahaha

oh ya.. over the long weekend i watched Iron Man 2.. i liked it! 4/5 popcorn.. haha

I think I'm quite a guy when it comes to movie choices... war movies, action movies, thrillers... those man movies that don't appeal more to man than ladies, I still quite enjoy..

ok lah.. Iron Man is not that a "man movie", I know I know... I'm talking about my movie choices generally.. since I so enjoyed '300' 'Red Cliff' 'Avatar' & etc etc...

Long weekend always fly so fast hor??

Although I didn't accomplished much over those 3 days besides shopping and Iron Man 2... but doing "nothing" with the right person is very comforting for me too =)

my revision is very far behind though... Ooppss! When will I start?... heh..

http://uk.news.yahoo.com/5/20100429/ten-cheryl-cole-world-s-sexiest-woman-8a3eada.html

Even the world sexiest woman's husband cheat on her...
Guys!!! pls buck up and stay loyal.. Arhhhh stupid Ashley Cole!

oh.. I watched The Bounty Hunter during the weekend on Sat..
I agree with some of the movie reviews... the chemistry b/w Jennifer Aniston and Gerald Butler just wasnt that great, unlike Brad and Angelina.. And the movie wasn't as funny as anticipated...the plot was also so-so... I still liked it because I love watching Jennifer, but I suppose the others will find the show quite boring...

Iron Man 2's next!!! And also The Back Up Plan!!!=DDDD


Did u watch Amazing Race last nite? Did you saw the shortest man giving out the clues... so ke lian =(..
Before the AR was shown on tv, he died just a little earlier in Mar 2010 this year... and he was still young..

He Pingping (Chinese: 何平平; pinyin: Hé Píngpíng; July 13, 1988 – March 13, 2010) was, according to the Guinness World Records, the world's shortest man who was able to walk.

May he inspire lots and lots of people!

Telephone

Hello hello baby you called
I can't hear a thing
I have got no service
In the club, you say? say?
Wha-Wha-What did you say,
Oh, you're breaking up on me
Sorry, I cannot hear you
I'm kinda busy.

K-kinda busy
K-kinda busy
Sorry, I cannot hear you, I'm kinda busy.

Just a second,
It's my favorite song they're gonna play
And I cannot text you with
A drink in my hand, eh
You shoulda made some plans with me,
You knew that I was free.
And now you won't stop calling me;
I'm kinda busy.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
Out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

[Beyonce:]
Boy, the way you blowin' up my phone
Won't make me leave no faster.
Put my coat on faster,
Leave my girls no faster.
I shoulda left my phone at home,
'Cause this is a disaster!
Callin' like a collector -
Sorry, I cannot answer!

Not that I don't like you,
I'm just at a party.
And I am sick and tired
Of my phone r-ringing.

[Beyonce:]
Sometimes I feel like
I live in Grand Central Station.
Tonight I'm not takin' no calls,
'Cause I'll be dancin'.

'Cause I'll be dancin'
'Cause I'll be dancin'
Tonight I'm not takin' no calls, 'cause I'll be dancin'!

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want,
But there's no one home,
You're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

Call when you want,
But there's no one home,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

My telephone!
M-m-my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club,
And I'm sippin' that bubb,
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!

We're sorry the number you have reached is not in service at this time.
Please check the number, or try your call again

i always happen to look at the clock when its 9:16pm or 9:16 am..

my birthday..

do you?

24th July!

I'm $345 poorer becoz I bought 2 jay chou's concert tickets! =(

now super broke! but hor sold out leh his tickets! within few hrs (half a morning)... so I should be contented rite? Weeeeeeeee!!!! Exciting!

sorry~~ to who?

sorry for not updating my blog.. but im not a celebrity blogger leh.. so im saying sorry literally to no one rite? who reads my blog anyway~ *wonder wonder*

anyway my life is pretty boring (but happy).. the past 3 weekends, I watched 3 movies! When in Rome, Clash of the Titans and Date night.. all 3 are good.. but I prefer the first two.. Date Night is funny but the plot is kinda.. ridiculous... hahaha... light hearted movies are always appealing to me... so if u jus want a laugh, go catch it too... read bad reviews of Clash of the Titans... but I actually liked it leh.. I think it's a 'guy' show like 300 or Jurassic Park, so somehow ladies might be bored? not me lah I really like it!.. ya but 3D is not worth it.. watch it in 2D is fair enough

Im waiting for my favourite's Jennifer Aniston's Bounty Hunter to be out on the 22nd April! =)

okieokie.. nothing much to update really... pple have been asking me if im okie or not?
thanks for the concern... im fine.. things have not been going on that well.. but im contented as there are improvements and yes, it could not have been any worse that 1-2 months back.. no more rock bottom for me! it was low enough! thanks for helping me up!...

i have good news..
2 of them..
time to NOT take things for granted and cherish them while they lasts..
for all i know.. they didnt come easy.. so i might still lose it tmw..
seize the day! treasure everyday as if it's the last day of ur life! =)
orhhh but dont spend everything and leave all work to tmw lah.. thats irresponsible.. =P

(oh dear!.. just noticed my postings are so lack of pics! boring brief wordings.. shall post some pics soon)

although certain things cannot be reversed,
certain people cannot change their spots..
but I keep faith.

its a new beginning! it can be a new closure too..
skeptical..
it can turn out to be good, it can also turn out bad.. but whatever it is.. I will try my best.. only then.. there will b no regrets..

the mood swings are horrible

sometimes strong independent invincible
more times weak depress deject

want more of the stength and less of the pain

is it too much to ask for?

want to warn all my friends about THE relationship!

1) don’t commit and love too deeply or blindly and end up like me so stupid and vulnerable that even me myself didnt realise it.. (yes i think the most devoted award has to go to me!)

OR

2) Faster get married and tied up… like that the other party would be more responsible and bonded and less likely to stray… don’t take it for granted that he/she will always be there for u to love
(my married bestie really tells me strike iron when its hot… dragging is v v dangerous)

Cheers,
The broken hearted one

today is the day... perhaps the last time..
where im going get back my dearies and da princess cushion
and also finally give him what he deserves with my first pay

after that.. i no longer know...

wish me luck, give me strength..

LADY GAGA - BAD ROMANCE

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drummer
The touch of your healing
I want you leather dirty kiss in the scene
And I want your love
You know that I want you
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
Bad and bad

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
You're burning this stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want it bad
Bad and bad

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy
Work-work fashion baby
Work it
Work the bitch crazy

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Said I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don't wanna be friends

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me put on a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me put on a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!
GaGa-oo-la-la!
Want your bad romance

i dont really like it when my friends are picking up the pieces for him
i mean im BURDENING my kind frens, even my boss.. they are great... picking up pieces for the guy who really should have helped but didnt bother enough to help at all.. I have great friends but they really shouldnt be worried and constantly weigh down and pull down by me.. if i have a choice, i really wish i could stop bringing trouble to people and shut myself out of this world out of all the pain out of whatever i cant managed.. shut myself out of this

please..

it would nvr stop, no matter how hard and how much she tried. left with no choice, she has got to hide it instead. Hiding it carefully cautiously but hope that one day it would disappear. she need ten new ones to bury that one old one. if ten is ever enough.

my painful memory

when u hit the rock bottom, the only place apparently u can go is up!

i hate myself!

i hate myself..

reminds me of the song, i hate myself for loving you... ya... i dont exactly hate myself for that.. i made my choice, i suffer, i deserve it.. but how to get up? i can't.. kill me!! please! ive been living in the hell for so long le.. i wonder how long more could i take it.. sorry.. i hate myself for being so weak too.. i hate it

I TRY I TRY

I TRY I TRY I TRY

am I trying too hard?

Happy - Leona Lewis

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah


Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days i feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So and it's just that i can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

i cry myself to sleep everynite

Indifference

Indifference ---> I can't stand it! Why?

How is ur new yr 2010?

like a blink of eyes...13 days passed...
Hope urs is great =)

im too busy with Facebook, Twitter and new work to update here..

but i will try..

Loves,
Stranger